Wishing You A Good Day

Hello Stephen,  good morning, hope your day is starting well.
   Pray you and your family are all doing fine.  Have a bit of the holiday blues,you probably noticed,but I don't want to get you down though.
   You have a good day,stay safe and careful going out.   Really warm here, sure don't feel like Christmas.
  Don't know how the weather is like in Amesbury. I know by this time, the East Coast has some snow. Usually,  we have similar temperature...well somewhat.
  Have quite of bit of crafting and baking to do yet. 
Love and prayers, many hugs and kisses

Saying Hello For The Morning

Good Morning Stephen,  wishing you a good day!  Thinking about you.  If you happen to look back towards my way, you will see me wave with the sincerity of love in my eyes.
  So many miles away, seems like I have so far to catch up to you.  I smile hoping you'll see me again.
Please take care of yourself,  thinking about everyone!

Morning, My Dear One

Hi Stephen,  good morning hon!
  Hoping and praying everyone and everything is ok.  Please be taking care of yourself.   I say this over and over but I really mean it.  So often I keep wishing you would write again, of course I'd prefer seeing you in person.
   Got so much baking again this year, Carianne is requesting chocolate chip cookies, more so than sugar cookies.  I will end up making them I know, dad and Jon like them.
   Got painting to do too,trying to decide what to paint.  I am thinking a Christmas scene with an old car. 
Like I mentioned,  my sisters and the kids seen the last movie of the Hunger Games,not too many good movies coming out, no big surprise.  Star Wars looks good and The Letters, the story of the late Mother Theresa. It looks really good. If this nation needed something positive to look forward to, is a real inspired movie of faith.
  You have a good day full of smiles, I really wish that for you!  Love and miss you so much.  Your hugs, your smiles, your voice and handsome face!
Love you Schizz☺

Love You So Much Stephen

Been a crazy weekend, went to the movies with my sisters and the kids.  Pray all of you are ok, love you so very much SCHIZZ, so many hugs and kisses are yours today and everyday.  You certainly brighten my day Honey

Love You Stephen

Morning SCHIZZ, hope you got rest and you are having a good day thus far.  Have to tell ya how much I love you, thinking of you and smile sweetheart.   Sure do need a warm, loving smile during all the trouble in this old world😊  Thinking about you!!!!!!!

Good Morning Stephen

  Wanted to check in because I didn't write yesterday, sorry.  My washer decided to leak all over the floor, think the pump is going bad on it. Had to mop, took me most of the night. I did get my meds yesterday too.
  Hope and pray you are ok sweetheart and everyone is fine.  Please have a good day, love you so much.  Many hugs and kisses for today Schizz☺

How Are Your Day By Days

  Foggy gloomy rainy day in Delaware town. Seemed like one of days when some things went great and others didn't go as planned, such as life.  My health carrier didn't cover my prescriptions, well won't until tomorrow been out of my BP med for a little while, but I am holding my own, getting nasty headaches.  So I will be ok until I pick them up tomorrow.
   Mom and dad have to find another doctor, the one they had is going out of their insurance carriers area MediGold.  Its kinda frustrating for them to start the process over again
    The holiday rush is on and its only December first.
     Seems like its starting to ease up for the kids and I this month, things have been pretty tough..when I think I am ahead a few steps I am always twelve more behind.
     Old Murphy is holding his own but having a time of it, love that old dog, the kids and I have been through alot with him.
      Hope and pray you are doing ok yourself and your family are all well.  Gosh are you a silent person hen you want, sure do miss your writings.
    Have a good night and rest well, so you will be ok tomorrow.  Love you lots, hugs and kisses all the way around.
   If you are wondering, my brother and his ultra sensitive family are still treating us all the same.  Dad has to call him, he never calls my parents at all.  One day he'll regret it

Have A Great Day Schizz

Have a good day, love you will be thinking about you Stephen.  Stay safe and careful

Just Wanted To Tell You

Hello SCHIZZ, I haven't forgotten about you and everyone there.  Just feeling a bit under the weather but I'm ok pray you are too.  Love you so much,Please take care of yourself,miss you so, all my love Stephen

Checking In On A Rainy Saturday

Wanted to say hi and hope everyone is doing fine.  Been doing some holiday decorating.   Not much else.  Going over to my folks tomorrow to see my sister and her family.
  Thinking about how you are today Stephen,  hope and pray that IM schizz is doing alright.  Every day I think of you, always, check in later, love ya very,  very much, hug for everybody YOU get hugs and kisses

Pray Your Thanksgiving Was Wonderful

The kids and I spent the day with my sister and my folks.  It was sure nice,but like usual the" Turkey Tranquilizer" set in. Jon, Cari and Mom took a nap.
Nice day, it got up into the sixties.
    Hope and pray you had a good day with your family Stephen.  Really do.
     I would imagine you took a nap today,maybe, or you are lost to the sandman now.
    Love you so very much Schizz, always think about you and miss you terribly.  Wish we were all together today!!!!

Hello To Everyone Thanksgiving Eve

Love to all on the day before Thanksgiving.  If you have to travel please be careful, stay safe.  Thinking about folks today.  Thinking about you too SCHIZZ, love, prayers are with you and the family,your dear friends
Love you very much Stephen

Marty Robbins I'd Trade All Of My Tomorrows

Olentangy Band Of Pride

Carianne finished up the season with the rest of The Olentangy Band Of Pride with a show last night.  It was really wonderful, so proud of her and all the kids.  Jon got to see friends in the band, all telling him to join again next year. Sure hope he does, seeing that next year is his senior year.  Memories are yet to be made.
   Pray you and your family are doing fine, love, hugs and kisses Stephen.   Have a good day, please be safe.  Here we are all trying to keep warm😌

Good Monday Morning

Hi Stephen,  morning. Hope you slept well and your morning is going good.  Mondays always seem a big hassle,  so I pray things go ok the whole day long.  Always thinking about you and today will not be different!
Have a great day. Love you very much SCHIZZ.many many hugs abd kisses, smile always

Wishing You A Sunny Sunday

Hope and pray everybody is having a good Sunday and you are well SCHIZZ.  Its sunny here but cold.  No surprise it's November,  so.  Supposed to be in the upper 50s on Thanksgiving and the weekend following.   That is something to look forward to.
  Anyway, I used Jon's PlayStation to write you on Blogger, hope you got it ok.
   Have a good and blessed day, love ya very much Stephen 😊!

Long Saturday

              Why does  it seem that dreary  days are the longest and loneliness .  My kids are out,Jon is at his cousin s house  and Cari is with the marching  band.  Here I am missing you Schizz.  Hope and pray you and all your family are fine,love you so much Stephen

Love You Stephen

Wish I was cuddled up close to you right now, just lost in your love...sweet dreams SCHIZZ, love you so

Good Friday Morning Darling Stephen

You have a great day and stay safe and warm.   Pray all is well and good.  Love you so very much,smile it chases away the blues for a bit.   Many hugs and kisses!

For You Stephen SCHIZZ, Always Thinking Of You

https://youtu.be/B53i501KbQQ

Love You So Much SCHIZZ

https://youtu.be/luusHNemazA

My Classmate Posted This, Cracks Me Up, So Fitting. .lol

Hi SCHIZZ, Got Up,

Would you believe I got up. Been trying to nurse old Murphy.  Not sure.  He sure is a strong dog.  He is a fighter, does better off and on .
  Pray all of you are doing fine. Thinking about you Stephen,  wondering how my Massachusetts man is doing.  Just be safe, love and miss you
Many hugs and kisses today!!!

Can't Sleep, Wish I Could

Everything came out fine with my nephew,  thanks for keeping him in your thoughts and prayers,  so appreciated.
  Hope and pray that you are fine Stephen,  worry about you too.  Love you so much and miss you so much!
Prayers for everyone there😊

Say A Little Prayer

Hi Stephen,  hope and pray everything and everyone is ok and you are fine.
   I just want to ask if you could pray for my nephew Scott as he is going in for surgery at Grady tomorrow.   Quite a bit like what my late husband had done.  Its sorta scary to think about since,  well we all know how that ended.  Scott has a real upbeat attitude about it.
  Please take care of yourself and everyone.   Love you so very much!!!!!!!!!!!!

Good Tuesday Morning Stephen

Still early, still sleepy, wanted to send an early morning cuddle,trying to grab that extra minute.  Pray everyone is fine and you are staying safe.. 
     Wish I could give a hug and kiss for real, instead of this.  Write you later today.  Love you so very much,  😊

Good Morning Hug

Love you SCHIZZ,hope you are having or will have a great morning.  Just wanted to greet you with a cyber hug and kiss, be safe and careful today.  Wish I could be beside you at this very moment Stephen!

So Sexy, This You Ought To Enjoy

Carianne had to play in Tiffin for a football game and didn't get home until about midnight.
  I had already gotten ready for bed and in my nice warm long sleeve ankle length nightgown with my nice warm robe.
   It was so late, I just didn't care, so I put on my black sneakers.  Placed a sweat jacket over my robe and went over to the school to get her.  I got laughing at myself..how sexy this was.
  I told Carianne she was lucky mom didn't get out of the car and get her...lol
  Thought you might get a chuckle out of it.
   Hope you had a great day, not a day goes by I don't think of you Stephen, love you so much, many hugs and kisses

Hi Stephen, Checking In Today

   Wanted to drop a line or two to say hi, praying for all of you and that I love you.  Please take care of yourself ok,miss you
Sal
Many hugs and kisses!😉💖💋

Good Morning Honey

Hello SCHIZZ, writing early once again. Always thinking about you sweetheart.  Hope your morning is greeting you nicely.    A big hug and kiss
  Although it is always nice on cold mornings to cuddle close once more before getting up. Even better is if there isn't place to go, stay in bed longer right?
  Pray everything is ok, have a great day and stay safe.  Love you very much!

Goodnight, Sleep Tight, Pleasant Dreams

Hope and pray all went well today for you SCHIZZ and that everyone is ok.
    Like to tell ya that things are better but I can't.  With everything going on with my family.   I don't know, living here seems like a challenge. Sometimes it's difficult to keep up.
    Just pray you are fine, get some rest, love you so very much!

Early Morning Hug!

Just wanted to write this morning to give you an early morning hug to have a good day.   Pray all of you are doing ok, always thinking about you especially.
  Don't know if I told you but Worthington Arms changed owners..UMH.  It Chas been sorta rough, everything here has gone up in price, worried about that.
  You have a good day, love you so very much Stephen,  all my hugs, kisses and prayers😊

Morning Stephen, Smile

Hope you slept well and your day has started good. Get a good cup of coffee.
  Pray everyone is fine. Happy Veterans Day. Still a little sleepy.  Nothing really new, same old, same old.
   Love you and sending all my hugs and kisses all day today.  Wanting to make you smile😊

Morning Stephen, Have A Great Day

Hope and pray that everyone is fine.  Always thinking and praying for you.  You have a great day sweetheart.  
   Love you so much.  Lots and lots of hugs and kisses
Check in later😊

Forty Years November 10,Reported on the 11, doesn't seem all that long ago

https://youtu.be/hgI8bta-7aw

Grandpa Grandma, Aunt Billie with Grandpa, Aunt Janet in front of Grandpa, and Mom in front of Grandma

So True

Love you Stephen

Hope you are doing ok, been posting blogs,but not sure if they are going through. Alone again tonight,  wish I was snuggled close to you right now, many hugs and kisses,love you so very much☺💋💋💋💋💋💋

Love you Stephen, hope you are having a good evening

Thinking about you, by myself yet again, wish I was snuggled up with you,
Love with many hugs and kisses

For You Stephen

Love, hug and kisses !Stephen

Hope you had a good day

Mine was usual, crazy, running errands for Carianne and Jon worked.  Hope you are ok and getting rest sweetheart,  love you so much, Sir Stephen Anthony SCHIZZ!!!!!!!

For you Stephen, love you so very much, have a great day!

Morning Sweetheart

Good morning SCHIZZ,  Hope and pray my man is doing fine and staying as fine as you are,  charming, romantic and handsome.
  Still sleepy,  had weird dreams last night, don't remember too much about it, only just strange and my head hurts.
    You have a good day, stay safe,  love you so very,  very much Stephen 💋💓💕

Such a nice thought☺

A Early Morning Melody Of Love

Hello Stephen, Good morning sweetheart.   Hope you had a good nights rest.  Worried if you are keeping well and safe, always do when I don't hear from ya.  Big Hugs and kisses none the less,they always make anybody feel better😊
  Got my car back yesterday, funny just about every radio was playing Boston.  I would switch the station, another Boston song would come on Or The Cars..I kid you not.  
  Don't need them to think of you though,  LOVE YOU MORE EVERYDAY! !!!!!!!!!
  You have a good and beautiful day, got catch up on my errands 😞
   Love you so much SCHIZZ,just be safe,  keep on smiling 💋💋💋💋💋

For you Stephen, Love you so much

Love you so much Stephen, this is a sweet wonderful thought!

Morning Stephen

Hello sweetheart,  hope and pray you are having a good morning thus far.
   Big warm ,passionate hug and kiss, love you so much Stephen, my SCHIZZ😊
Are you glad The Royals won the world series,  I know it isn't the Sox😳

I like this.

Good Morning Stephen Sweetheart

Wanted to give you a smile this morning and wish you a safe and good morning. A kiss for a beautiful day😊
  Love you so very much SCHIZZ!

How Frustrating, Darn Spell Check

Sorry Stephen,  for the last blog, on this blasted phone, it corrects my slang...gosh the word was bummy,  not bunny, how does a person feel bunny?   I guess it's a sudden urge to eat greens and carrots, and hop around...sorry..lol
  I felt much better today, went to see Jon's girlfriend Heather work as a backstage assistant on the play that Olentangy Orange did this weekend, William Shakespeare's" Much Ado About Nothing"  she did good along with all the kids.  The props were something else.  My sisters, Scott and Jon went as well.
  Carianne was gone all day today at Band Contest.
   Hope and pray you and your family are all ok.  I worry about you the most. Well because I love you so, so much. I miss my handsome, charming man from Massachusetts.  That is guaranteed.
Couldn't go to sleep tonight without telling you, I love you, miss you and send all my hugs and kisses, 
   I have surrendered all of who I am to your heart.
Sweet Dreams SCHIZZ,my sweetheart 😊

Still feeling bunny, love you SCHIZZ, please take care of yourself

She'll be back

My sad little red brickhouse firecracker ford

My little Red Brickhouse Firecracker Ford, sad wheels

My poor car

Going to Pro Care to get looked at, they won't be able to check it until Monday

What A Day Yesterday,Hope Your Day Today Is Great , Love You Stephen

Seen my car go to Pro Car Care through AAA.  Miss the old girl, though I haven't driven it for two weeks.  Its funny SCHIZZ,  got to drive "A Man's Truck" as dad calls his Explorer. ..well I drove Jon's Explorer Aka..sponsored by mom Explorer. ..ha..ha.
  I took it yesterday to check on Cari's glasses and contacts, then to Kroger on Houk,  I couldn't stand how dirty the truck was, ran it through the car was.
   Today, my nose was running, head stuffy and was chilling, hate this, was feeling pretty good yesterday,  fiddled around with my planter yesterday waiting for AAA. 
Brought my planter in, my house looks like a flower shop and greenhouse.  Told dad and mom about those avocados, dad told me to fertilize it and see what happens, he's intrigued about what they will do.
   Mom is back doing her puzzles, we lost another family member, my second cousin, Aunt Nell and Uncle Chets daughter Becky.
  Sure hope and pray you are ok and all your family is well.  Always worry about you, miss you so much!  Today is no different,  it will be difficult like it is when I am by myself . Cari has band and Jon has to work.
  I mean it gets worse when I am by myself. Makes me want to be by your side even more.
You have a good day, love you, stay safe!

Smile Today Stephen

Smile Today SCHIZZ, love you so much

Morning My Darling STEPHEN, Hope You Had A Good Night's Rest

Thinking about you , always wake up with you on my mind.  What a sweet way to greet the morning.
You have a good day, I think you all are supposed to get rain today so please be careful and safe.  Love you so, so much!  Feel better, had an upset stomach last night with a little earache,  no big deal😊
Kisses and hugs for you today. Wish I could brush your hair back right now just to touch you!

Hey Stephen, Love You SCHIZZ And

Good Rainy Morning

Good morning loving SCHIZZ, Hope and pray you are doing ok, always wishing you the very best the day has to give through God's blessing.
   Love you so much and thinking about you. Please be careful out about today.  
Rainy today and cold.  I just think about being cuddled up to you during days like today. Feel better this morning.
Love you,many hugs and kisses sweetheart!

How true!

Morning Stephen, Love You

Have a good day.  Hope your morning is starting off good. Here's wishing you many happy experiences today. Me, nothing too exciting, been under the weather last few days. The kids bring all sorts of" funk" from school, you know how that goes.  Had chicken noodle soup last night.  Big Mistake. It didn't agree with me.  Been drinking water, that helps.
  Rest and being bundled up is my destination today,  a little depressing.
  Love you very much, please be taking care of yourself, have a great day, you know I am always thinking about you and wishing I could be in your arms. Be careful and Safe SCHIZZ 💋

For You Stephen" SCHIZZ"Anthony, Love You And Miss You So!!!!!!!!!

Like This, Smart, Beautiful Lady,Hope I can get there

Very Early. But Very Much Awake Thinking About You!

Up with the kids for the school.day hussle.   Went to bed last night with you very much on my mind,and got up with you on my mind. This pretty much normal.
   I wish you could feel how much I need you, I say that because it can get unbearable,  I wonder because it's so strong.
   I fantasize how wonderful it would be to come to Amesbury  Massachusetts and see you at your home and what a happyt time it would and will be.  I know I say it hundreds of times. All what is going on here with my brothers crud, leaving my sisters and I helping our parents , it's so bad that when I call sometimes my mom and sisters always ask if I am on speaking terms with them.  Of course I am. They just have been so worried about if they say anything offensive. ...not fair at all.
    I just need to find a good time to see ya, you know when it settles down a little when I won't worry...I know when don't I do that.  I worry about you, you are busy. Timing when you are home is kinda hard, it has to be, you all have packed schedules.  I have two biggest fears.  One is getting up there and you aren't home and two, showing up at the wrong time and upsetting every body.  That can be troublesome.  I always have call before I go out to my folks, just polite,  when I don't,  it messes up their schedule.
   Just have to pick a time to come and spend some time to visit your home town, stay at a hotel or something.
   I can think about how that dream could come true. To savor and marvel your bright smile and eyes and handsome face.  Bathe in you refreshing east coast accent, clothe my trembling body in your arms and wrap myself in the security of your love.
  I always dream, sometimes I cry because,  maybe it's lost, maybe I would come there and you wouldn't want me there, that things and people have changed in your life. If only I could be absolutely sure I wouldn't be walking into a nightmare that would end my world completely .   You would be fine,  your happiness means a lot to me.
   You have a good day,  I love you so many times over.  Even though I can't touch or see you I pray God will always keep you safe, happy,healthy and blessed. You will never know how much you mean to me and how I treasure you.  I always belong to you 💕😊💋

Hello Stephen, Good And Lovely Sunday To You

  Hope and pray you all are doing well, especially you,  miss you so much.  Spent another lonely Saturday with the dogs.  Jon worked and spent time with his girl. Cari had band contest., came in forth..gosh that is pretty good for playing in a down pour.   She didn't get home until one AM this morning.
    I have to keep the memory of your love, your smile and the way you looked at me burning in my heart to keep me warm and sustain my longing for you when you aren't here.
    Must be a bright flame to keep burning for four years in your absence 😊
  Heard Maureen O Hara died at 95 this morning too. She was one of the best..no doubt about that.
  Wish The Cubs won, that would have stole the year odds, considering the hype around Back To The Future II.  Oh well, guess they have the same luck as The Browns. ..rats
  Wish we were together today to share a nice Sunday afternoon.  Think about that a great deal, sweet, loving and handsome man..ok I like being partial.
You have a good day, love you so much, stay safe and warm, Sir SCHIZZ💏💕💋

Thinking. About You Stephen, Sweet Dreams!

Simply,  I love you, hope and pray always that you and your family is safe and sound!

Hope your day is going good, love you, for me it's going to be a long night

Morning Stephen

Just wanted to wake up and give you a kiss and say I Love You.  You have a good day, will be thinking of you today.   Love and prayers to your family too.
Love you so very much SCHIZZ

Love You Stephen, Good Night Sweetheart

Pleasant dreams, all my love, my hugs and kisses too
💋💋

Jon and Heather, growing up much too fast

Love this

Happy Wednesday, Have A Wonderful Day SCHIZZ, Love You!

Just to say I love you and have a great day, be careful and safe Stephen Sweetheart!

Good Morning Stephen Smile!

Wanted to wish you a good morning,  love you so much Stephen Anthony SCHIZZ.  Hope and pray you are ok and staying safe and taking care of yourself.  I worry so much.
   Lost another family member unexpectedly,  my second cousin, my great Aunt Nell and Uncle Chets girl. She was only 56. 
   Scares me, like mom said to me last night." You Never Know" Just wanted to say I love you, send you a hug and kiss, wish it was real!
  Please, please take care of yourself and take a rest break when you can to relief some unneeded stress, ok
Love you sweetheart,  always thinking about you!!!

Good Morning Darling Stephen

Have a great day, love you Stephen Anthony SCHIZZ, so glad The Patriots won over the Colts because The Browns Lost😩

Love You Stephen Sweetheart, Hope You Are Keeping Warm Mi Armoire

Hope I spelled my love.right in French, probably not, but that's what I meant anyway.
  Hope you are keeping warm, wish I was sharing a nice warm fire in the fireplace with you, all cuddled up together.
    Pray everyone is ok, my thoughts and prayers are with them too.
   I know you are getting fist tastes of winter now, just a little cold here. Its in the forties right now.
  Been down feeling these last couple days. I am really not sure why, everything is the same. I know I miss you more now.  It was easier with the kids around because at least I had company, since they are off doing their own things now and I am spending more nig you even more nights  alone, I miss you even more, only you sweet man.   Just want my SCHIZZ.
   Hope you are having a good day, love you so very much!

Good Song When I'm Blue

https://youtu.be/IWYCdKJCiho

Hello Stephen Sweetheart

Sorry it's late again when I am writing, been some week.  I had yard work, errands and sowing all in one day.
   Been sorta stunned. You know I have had issues with the car, brakes, and such.  Something got bent underneath the body by the tire that scrapping the caliber.  Anyway, I was coming home and it started up again until it came to a complete stop at the light at Shanahan Rd and 23.  I got out to look and it had flamed up behind the tire.
   I was talking to mom and told mom, not more than ten minutes after I hung up, dad called back and grounded the car.  He told me the car could have completely caught on fire. 
    That spooked me,   been upset about it.
   So I been letting Jon do the driving with his truck.  I have been house bound.
   Been nursing old Murphy,  you know our dog, remember him.
   I have felt down, tired and amorous.
Amorous thinking about you, I hate telling you like this. Please forgive me.
  I love you Sir Stephen Anthony SCHIZZ, so much with all my heart!

Love You So Much Stephen Anthony

Just wanted to tell you, it's late,  I know, but I love you even more today! 😊

Love you so much Stephen Anthony SCHIZZ

https://youtu.be/EiFrPL-iYYI

Wishing You A Good Nights Rest With Wonderful Dreams!

Love you so much Stephen,  wish I was with U.  Kinda cute I guess.  Lots of hugs and kisses and plenty of love to fill your heart and soul☺💕💋

Good Morning Stephen

Don't know if you are up yet, if not,when you do,here is a warm and sweet Good Morning ! Kisses and hugs with a bright smile for you to greet the day.
  Love you SCHIZZ, be careful and stay safe. Have a good day.
Love you so very much😉

It's Me Again Stephen

Here's a comforting thought. It's said that when you dream about someone, that's because they are thinking of you.
I like that don't you. It's a beautiful saying!
Love you SCHIZZ,so much!

That's going to be enough..no wonder they never play these songs in a row huh?

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https://youtu.be/UhJvgPJvvnQ

https://youtu.be/r-FgKHG5Oes

https://youtu.be/JjuZDzM9gos

https://youtu.be/9yHwzvC-yNM

https://youtu.be/4M8Y18yYodc

https://youtu.be/HpYitoj916w

Whoever posted Rod Steward needs to change their name,just not right

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https://youtu.be/2VaazQfxGso

Attraction

https://youtu.be/HjgTtIY925o

The Start

https://youtu.be/d93XOuKPrAI

Yesterday Was Great., Everyone Happy

Hi again sweetheart,  what a game day.  State, Bengals won, cool.  Browns and Patriots won awesome! !!!!!!!!! 
I wanted to add up some lyrics to tell a story to you,  Stephen,  you and I might need a cold shower..no joke, wait for it Hon.

Hello, Hope Your Day Is Going Good SCHIZZ

Checking in on you, to give a nudge to say Hi, give you a loving cyber hug and kiss to lift your day.  Love you Stephen Anthony,  be safe today okay 😊💄💋💕

Missing You And Wishing You Night Of Beautiful Dreams for a glorious morning

All I can think of loving you tonight and loving you for always.  Please forgive me for this statement because it's just not the polite thing to rightly say to a gentleman.
   Just understand I love ,care and think of you always Stephen Anthony.   Wherever you are .
   I dreamt of You last night.  It was so nice.  Everyone was happy to see you come back to visit.   You were happy to see me.    That was the most wonderful part, that don't. Happen often as I just don't think I deserve it.
Please take care of yourself, hi to all!🍁🌹💋

Watched the first k9 with"Cari on DVD,got to get this one on DVD,out of the two,This one is my favorite

https://youtu.be/CpMbXIRTrBU

For you tonight Stephen Anthony, Miss you so much,sometimes more than not, I feel like a stranger. I love you. Enjoy this song

https://youtu.be/rJLJCctP6Rg

To finish my story

My dad's cousin was singing Folsom Prison Blues and switched the lyrics like what Grant did. I remember my dad laughing so hard and trying to keep playing the guitar at the same time.   Had to pick on Grant .  I an sure his girlfriend will love it...ha,ha

Here you go Grant...ha, ha

https://youtu.be/8J7VQaWt1uQ

Better version, the other is not right, it's running slow

https://youtu.be/iJ90ZqH0PWI

Love you Stephen

https://youtu.be/27MY0eVEois

https://youtu.be/D6G-qb1RRCo

https://youtu.be/Ol5K1dg03y8

https://youtu.be/_EI3bPC4O8U

https://youtu.be/C2q2bis6eLE

Been thinking about Happy Songs for your birthday. .bare with me,love ya

https://youtu.be/JQsg6XXGxXQ

Happy Birthday Stephen, Make It A Beautiful Day!

How I wish I was with you.  Its going to be a long night.  Jon has to work and Cari has band tonight.   You have a great day.   Think of yourself as fifty nine years young,always at heart and please take care of yourselves. Don't do what I would do.  Have a good time lol.
Lots of hugs and kisses SCHIZZ💋🌹👈🎈📦🎶

Just Two Days Away, yet again

   I know you probably have folks fighting over you to share your birthday coming up in two days.  I know too that your busy and more than likely too difficult to come down my way.  Me, I have so much going on with my teenagers, sometimes I loss track on what day it is.
   Anyway, here's hoping and praying you can, nothing else it would be the best day ever for me, I would even chalk it up for an early birthday gift for me, just having you show up , but if not, its ok too.  I think sometimes I ask the impossible.
   Praying that everyone and yourself are doing well and keeping safe, bet you all are enjoying the weather when its nice, huh?
    Sure is nice here, the week has been good.  Really enjoyed what Pope Frances had to say at the UN, although I wonder how much will fall on death ears right?  I really thought he made an excellent speech, very direct and too the point.
    Things here are the same with my brother, Pat came down to visit us, she was upset because her lovely daughter and son in law(cough, cough) want her to turn the house over to them while she is still living.  Mom thinks that's because her daughter Kristy and her husband Clayton want to control her.  Pat told me, Kristy expects her to babysit, even after William is in Pre-school.  Kristy also also checks to see how much her mother spends.  Kristy is also trying very hard to break up Pat and her boyfriend Kiser.  Its seems like Pat is holding her ground pretty well.  Dad made the comment that Pat better one eye open when she sleeps.  Thus far Kristy and Clayton are treating her like dirt because because Princess Kristy hasn't got her way yet...I don't know, I made a copy of an agreement securing the kids portion of their dad's inheritance ( Farm Ground) that Pat and Gary wanted them to have.  So  I have to keep my eye on Kristy and that no good poop of a husband of hers to make sure nothing goes foul their.  I really don't trust them.  Yesterday Pat posted that her dog, who Gary picked out before his death, mysteriously got hit and killed on the road.  Clayton and Kristy proclaimed they liked the post.  They had that one dog put to sleep after Gary died (Wally).  So much for saving him.  I hate to feel ill about the both of them, makes me wonder though, especially when Clayton boasts about shotguns and posts pictures on the face book page occasionally with holding one.   Probably nothing but gosh, I just really dislike him.  Kristy is a sneaky one too, known her since she was fourteen, honest she proclaims herself...ha, that's a laugh.
    Enough about that mess, please rake care of yourself, Love you so much and have a good rest of the day.  Many hugs and kisses!

 

Love You Stephen Anthony SCHIZZ

Have A Good Day SCHIZZ

Sorry I haven't written for a couple days.  Jon had homecoming, Carianne had spend a good chunk of yesterday at the Library.   Seen Pat yesterday,she is doing pretty good.  What a weekend. Worried about you,love and miss you Stephen,
Have a good day sweetheart 💋💌💓🌹

For you tonight Stephen SCHIZZ, love you so much, always thinking about you!

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For You Stephen, I Love You

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Hello My SCHIZZ Stephen, Hope You Had A Great Day!

With that Hurricane coming, I bet you and your family are on edge.  Sorry this season is going this way.  Prayerfully it won't be too awful dangerous as some.  You and everyone will be safe is all the kids and I are praying for. 
   You know you are constantly on my mind.
    My older look still prevails,  you know how many people think I am older than my sisters.   A little three year old boy in the store today thought I looked like his grandma.
   That's ok, I didn't mind the little ones comment, it was really cute😊
   Jon had his first kiss.. I am so not ready for this dating stuff with him,so I can appreciate the little tikes comment even more.  Carianne is having a grand old time picking on him.  If he thinks he's in a nightmare with his sister with it all, just wait til his grandpa Wells catches wind of it...I can hear the terrm. "Hot Lips" in the future from dad.
   Jon is being a gentleman, his aunts and I are keeping a close eye on him.
   I got to laugh to myself...I know what you're thinking. .I am still waiting on my first kiss from you💋
    Please be careful,  all of you are in our prayers,
Love you so very much sweetheart ,miss you so much!

Mom and dad's favorite

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Hi SCHIZZ, This is one of my favorites..hope you enjoy too,love you sweetheart

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Love You Stephen, Always Thinking About You, Wishing You A Great Day!

     Rained all day yesterday,  how I thought of you all day SCHIZZ and wanted to cuddle close to you.  I was blaring Boston on my car radio to shake off the blues.
     Hope and pray you and your family are all ok.  How I wish everyone a big hug and so much love for you and I to share together.
   Have a great day,love and kisses sweetheart 😊💋💋

Good Morning Stephen Anthony, SMILE, Love You!

Know it's early but I wanted to wish you a safe and beautiful day.  Supposed to rain here in Delaware today.  Wishing the sunshine in my heart today.
Love you SCHIZZ,so,so very much!
  Hadn't felt very well, very worried about you and miss you so much.  Praying everyone is doing fine☺

Forever in my heart Stephen Anthony, I love you so

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One of the most attractive sounding voices bar none,your voice SCHIZZ surpasses even his,to me always

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Ok, I have posted this a lot, can't help it..it's Smooth,cool and sexy!

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Another simply beautiful song, I always loved,but you breathed life back into the loveliness of it to me Stephen

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This song was the one that brought tears to my eyeshadoW realized how strong my feelings were for you. I never told you that,but it is

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My favorite sweet song ever,miss you SCHIZZ

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Provocative, alluring, captivating, a fantasy come true romantic song,how it would be beautiful if this could come true for us

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Of course,this is cute and sweet and matches so much as you found me. The description of his life is different from mine not only because I'm a she,but because I had never drank or been wild. Its a great song

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Two Nights By Myself

Hi SCHIZZ, Hope and pray Stephen is doing fine and your family are all ok.
   The kids have been out doing their things tonight,leaving me alone with the dogs.
     Got thinking about all the love songs I post here and how so many of them are by male singers.  Don't get me wrong I have my favorite female singers as well and we all know how romantic classical music .  Of course Jazz is romantically sexy...if you want to call it that.
   May be its the sound of the male voice that appeals to me or maybe it's the way the song is written that conjures the true feelings of how ladies like me like to hear from gentleman.  Or it just is the mixture is all the above. 
  Whenever I dedicate a song to you Sir Stephen Anthony SCHIZZ, even though the singer is male,I like to think of switching the male singer as if you are singing the song to me and feeling is returned to you with much love.  I am going to post some songs that are Cute, Sweet, seductive ,alluring and passionate just for you.  Some may be a repeat, if that's ok
Love you so much, all my hugs and kisses tonight sweetheart 💋

Love you Stephen (SCHIZZ)Have wonderful day!

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Most Beautiful Day

Had to share this with you SCHIZZ.
      I was reading" Our Daily Bread" publication like I always do,when I how forgotten how passionate this passage from Song Of Solomon was.  Of course like I do everyday,I thought of you especially.
  Hope and pray everyone is ok and you are fine and being safe and careful.  I am wishing you are having a great and good day.  Love you so much,Many hugs and kisses💋💖💕
Song Of Solomon
1:1-4
Let him kiss me with the kisses of his mouth-for your love is more delightful than wine.  Pleasing is the fragrance of your perfumes ; your name is like perfume poured out.  No wonder the young women love you! Take me away with you-let us hurry!  Let the king bring me into his chambers.

We rejoice and delight in you;we will praise your love more than wine.
How right they are to adore you!

All MY Love Sir Stephen Anthony

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I Love You Stephen, Every Part Of My Being!

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For you Stephen (SCHIZZ)

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Smile,I Love You And Wishing You A Lovely Day!

😊  Love You So Stephen, smile SCHIZZ

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Remember this song,I forgotten how nice it was

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Remembering

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Loved this song

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Nice Night For A Campfire

Just the right temperature for camping out.  Wish we could.  Just wish  SCHIZZ ,you could join me on those lonely nights when the kids are out with their friends. 
  A perfect campfire would be grand to spend with you.
   Hope and pray you had a wonderful day and everyone is doing fine.  Always thinking about you and how much I miss and love my Stephen Anthony.
    Have a restful night and a beautiful day tomorrow, many hugs and kisses 💋💖

Beautiful Day But Feeling Under The Weather

  It always happens this way
When I want to go outside to do chores around the house and it's very nice out, I get sick..Really unfair.  Stuffy nose and running a temperature.   All I want is beverages and crackers today. 
   Oh well,  Hope and pray everyone is having a better day than me..well the week thus far,spent yesterday sick too.  The up and down air temperatures make it worse.  Hope and pray you are doing ok My Mr Stephen SCHIZZ and taking care of yourself.   I remember one doctor who called me. "My gal Sal" boy was that many years ago..how scary is that.  Well I am no bodies gal except yours...hope that's a good thing and I hope it gives you a grin or at least a chuckle😊
Take care,be careful and enjoy your day,love ya so very much!
Many hugs and kisses🌺🌻💋

Hi, Hope Your Sunday Was Beautiful!

Hi, SCHIZZ,Hope and pray you had a good Sunday. Haven't felt to ambitious today but went to the family reunion.   Had a good time.  Didn't see Aunt Billie or her clan, they were entertaining other people,needless to say, she is in the doghouse with my Aunt Janet..mom is staying neutral. 
   Gosh, I swore I saw you today, pass by where we live,but I know that couldn't be...Maybe I just want to see you so badly Stephen , I just think I see you.  It was a gentleman about your age on a bike or professional biker ,had a Ohio State shirt on...Carianne and I were headed out to the reunion.   Jon had to work but came out later.
  This man smiled at us...ok so it was you, you were a brave soul to go out on 23 and I am sorry I missed talking to you.  If it wasn't you, my heart sure was wishing very hard for it to be so!
    Love you so very much,hope everyone and everything is ok,many hugs and kisses😊

All Alone On A Friday Night

Just another Friday night waiting for my kids to get home.
My son from work and picking up my daughter from playing in the band for the football game
Been lonely since five o clock tonight 😳

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Keeping New York In Mind Today 911

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The Clydesdale Came To Town

  Finally a very pretty and cooler day.  Hope you are having a good day at the office or at the park,either one, wishing you a wonderful day!
   The Horse Parade is Sunday and this year The Clydesdale Team with wagon along with the Dalmatian dog came into Delaware to be in it yesterday.  
     This weekend is shaping up to be a busy one.  I am sitting here thinking how both my English teachers from High School would have a fit in the way I've written lately.  Mr Sweeney and Mrs Cozy would have a fit. .I know it!
  Seems like I loose some remembrance of what I've learned over the years.  They probably remember everything!
   Anyway,  my daughter has Band contest Saturday.  My son has to work both Saturday and Sunday and my family has their reunion Sunday. 
      Fall is fast approaching, the leaves are starting to turn and fall off of my Rose Of Sharon.  I know your birthday with be here shortly. ..just keep thinking young.  I know you're active enough.   Wish you could come down for your birthday,  go out somewhere to celebrate. .you know so they can sing to you at the table like they do at the restaurant. .be my treat..but don't ask me to sing, I'd be much too nervous.
    Have a good evening, think it over.
  Love you so much,love to everyone!

Please Make Me Smile

      So many jokes have been made about the differences between men and women,especially husbands and wives.
       Jeff Foxworthy among some of the more popular comedians have really stated his opinion on it.  I have two DVDs of the Blue Collar Comedy Tour with not only him, but Ron White, Bill Engval and Larry The Cable Guy. 
  How men and women interpret things are sometimes vastly different I guess. For these comedians, who are all married,  they really state it well in a joking manner.
    One of the things I remember was how my late husband Jeff always told me he loved me before leaving the house or when he knew I was upset or sad. It always picked me up, made me smile and stopped the tears.  I miss that so much, I did always return the favor,even before he went into a coma, I told him the same.  We shared that quite a bit,my son and daughter do the same whenever they head out the door. I do the same for them. Maybe it's because, there isn't anything more inspiring and comforting to a person.  For us we mean it wholeheartedly, that's why I say it to you Stephen Anthony SCHIZZ.  Only you have to decide for yourself. .but I do love you and when you seem so far away and don't write..it makes the distance even greater and it's very painful ...how three little words mean so much, not only in meaning for some in deed.  I know you are very busy,you have shown me time and time again how you love to share your kindness through your words in the interest in what I write and do and it is so appreciated and cherished.   I miss you so much, I miss seeing you.   Hearing from you,makes such a difference when I am struggling with the obligations of being there for my parents and sisters.  It's got me so stressed....I guess, I just want to reach for you.
   So gentlemen speaking on behalf of the ladies,all joking aside ,those three words can heal a hurting soul. Do it for each other!
I Love You Stephen!

Keeping Busy,Going Down Again

     Spent the whole day cleaning the house after I didn't get any of it done this weekend with three teenagers.
        Once again I am reminded I am still a widow.  And yet again I cried again today.  I have been doing quite a lot of that the last few days.  I am not teal sure if anyone truly cares about it.  My problem, going down yet again emotionally.  
     So happy for those who have someone, I just feel so lost.
       I miss Stephen so.much,haven't heard from him for five months.  I keep writing believing he reads what I write and still cares what happens in my life with my kids.  When time goes by, especially months.  I can't help but wonder if I really matter to him.  I hate being such a pain, believing gets so difficult when days go by and I still feel so empty and hurting.
     I don't know sometimes if what I say gets through here.
      All I know is not hearing from SCHIZZ,  Stephen is like I lost the best friend in my life yet again.
      If that makes me stupid, I guess I am the dumbest lady in the world.
        I love you Stephen Anthony SCHIZZ, for whatever it's worth, I hope you believe it,because it's true

Hope Everyone Had A Wonderful Labor Day!

     A very warm weekend but busy, had a great time with the kids and their friends.  Went to see my sisters and my folks,they really perked up when all of us were together.
Since my brother don't talk to us girls and our families, my sisters have really started to feel so down like me.  My dad bless his heart he really had all of us laughing.   Come the eighteenth, he will turn 81,so blessed to have him,since his recovery from prostate cancer.
   Always will be thankful for your help SCHIZZ and all the others who helped him.
    Hope and pray you are doing well Stephen, and everyone is ok.  I know I write it so much but I mean it,I think about all of you all the time almost to the point of tears,that's no joke ,no lie.   Wish you would write,even if it's to tell me off or something.
More or less, sometimes I feel like I deserve it for being so annoying.
  Please have a good day,think about you everyday, love you,love to all the family! 👏

Ever Want To Talk, Just Say Hello

Hopefully this finds you safe and sound Stephen.   Think about you so much and miss you terribly.   You might wonder if I meant it,why don't the kids and I come up or just myself.   You know that my parents need all the support along with my sisters since my brother decided to shun all of us.   I would come, really would , Thing is that my parents and sisters didn't do what my brother  wanted done with me when I first cane down here. Lets just say I think it will take a long time before I will trust him.  Just can't believe my own brother would back stab me like that.  Its just not me but my sisters and my mom too.
   It will be what it is I suppose.
I think about you so much but I hate being a pest.  Just easier to keep silent sometimes.
I know In the kind of person that if my foot was run over,it would take a week to say anything. ..strange.
   So, if you find time when you can ..please give me a call or text,even if it's a "Hello" or scold me out when I get on your nerves..go ahead, I hate giving this out on a open forum. But I don't know how else to do it..well other than
Six kisses
One wink
Four hugs
Two hand squeezes
Zero frown
Five smiles
One smirk
Three hand waves
Seven more kisses
Four more hugs
Love you SCHIZZ,miss you😊

SCHIZZ

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SCHIZZ

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SCHIZZ

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You Are Right, All Squares Are Not The Same

  In art, perspective is used in every form of a complete and actuate work on paper or canvass.  It was the first aspect of art we learned. 
   When I feel blue, I feel like the initial square that is drawn first before connecting the lines back to the vanishing point on the horizon line. 
   The lines add dept or realism to the square.  The final three lines create how long or short the square should be or desired by the artist.
    I feel so empty right now, a plain old square,just waiting to be completed.
    If it would help, I would beg to the length of my life to you SCHIZZ if it would bring you to me right now,just to feel the security of your arms.
    Tonight feels especially lonely, my daughter is playing her Barisax at the football game and my son is at the tailgate party since he didn't work.
   I would be in Massachusetts with you,but my parents and sisters need me here.  Just feel so torn inside.  Love you so very,very much Stephen Anthony SCHIZZ, always want you to know that and how important and special you are to the kids and I.  If you don't mind me saying this,please don't forget us.  Please always be careful, love to everyone in our prayers! 🌹🌻💕

Very Warm, Rainy And Stormy

Gosh the first week in September and it's close to ninety.   My daughter will march on the field at school tomorrow, it's the artificial turf too which is about ten degrees hotter.  Its going to be rough for Olentangys marching band of pride
Same as always with my brother, nothing has changed, doesn't look like it will. Seems like the men in my life have disappeared, except for my dad,Uncles and brother in law.
  So down wish I could see you SCHIZZ,don't know where you are at or if things are ok with you or your family.  Just don't know when I will cheer up.
  Hope and pray you are ok and you and everyone is fine. That your days are  going good,love you very, very much!❤
  

Wishing You A Good Day, Today And Everyday!

                                         Getting back to a little normality after these couple of weeks.  Got to be depression creeeping up on me sometimes, all my test showed I am in somewhat good shape.  Walking some but need to do more like I am supposed to.  Got back into AVON, they have been after me to come back and so many have been asking, so here I am AVON lady yet again.  Still doing my Artwork when I can.  Aunt Billie keeps telling me, that none of it will be of vaule until I leave this old world..suppose thats true...for me it will be in my own little corner of it.
                                        Sorry I haven't written for a week, the kids and my neighbor has been keeping me busy.  Marybeth is doing better but I am not sure for how long though, she is a fighter though, still wish her son would spend more time with her, she really needs to be around her.  I call Marybeth my adopted sister, her sister and brother are both gone along with her husband and parents.  It seems like I am the only friend she has sometimes.  I really enjoy the stories she tells.
                                        She is your age SCHIZZ, she pulls pictures out and shares stories about them. She is dying you know but is stubborn and won't let hospice or home health come in, she thinks that if she does it will be the end, so she keeps putting it off.  I just watch to see tha abulance come and take her when she is in so much pain she just can't take it.  I feel really fortunate that I can spend some time with her, it seems like an encoragement.
                                         When I feel up to it, I will have to share with you some of the stories she has told me about her life, its really interesting.  Just feel down still, its like I am flying, doing good but flying low, so if I don't write, you can bet on three reasons, in inportance
                                        1) Something is happening in my family
                                        2)  Feeling discouraged about things, missing you terribly and getting down                                              on myself
                                        3)  Just feeling sick physically
                                         Right now its 1 and 2
      Think about you so much, I just can't keep out of my mind Stephen, just wish I could be there with you in a flash, but I can't..sometimes I feel like I have lost you and I am reaching out to you. How nice it would be if you could just come down here on some kind of vacation, marry me just to get it down, ya know and you could go back to Massachusetts and I can join you when my job is done here.  Watching over my parents and getting the kids through school.  That would be a dream come true and gift that would be the best!
                                   Hope and pray you are ok and all the family is well and doing fine.  Summer sure is closing fast again.
                                 Wanted to write you, say I love you and I never forget about you, please be careful day to day!

The Widow's Club

                                   The last two days I have been in a down mood.  The kids and I went shopping for things they needed to go back to school today.   Hard to believe that they are both in high school .
  My son  is a junior and my daughter a freshman.  When I first came back to Delaware after my husband died , they were eight and six...Hmmm..how'd did I get from there to here..its sorta depressing.  I know time goes by but I never realized how fast.
                                   Nine years had slid by and here I am still a widow, I don't like it SCHIZZ, I really don't.  I went to the calling hours and funeral for my cousin Colleen, as we hugged she said to me " We should start a widow's club, huh?"   I know from that statement that she was in for a long haul, especially the first two years, like my late husband's aunt said the calling hours and the funeral are the easy parts of the process.  It brought back painful memories yet again.
                                  I know everyone meant well but during these parts, it was said to me "You have been through this before"  gosh, how it wasn't a fun experience, one I wish was under better circumstances to share with someone.  I guess in a way its a compliment because I understand perhaps better than some in my family.  Aunt Billie remarked to my Aunt Janet, Colleen's mom "She's a strong person, she will be fine."  All I could think was how I have seen the strongest people fall under grief.  Colleen's daughter was really having a hard time, but as I sat there watching my cousin I could see her visibly shake as she sobbed.  That pain is one I could feel right down to the soles of my feet.  I started to cry.  The hardest was listening to their son, a man in his late thirties with children of his own ,break down as he spoke of his dad.
                                 My cousin and I shared some similarities with our husband's, her brother's name is Jeff, for the time, there were three.  Colleen's husband's name was Jeff, whom she married in 1986. Me, my late husband's name was Jeff as you know.
                                Its not a fun club, "The Family Widow's Club"  I know that in my immediate family there were three until my second cousin Doris passed away this year, now its just Colleen and I, if you want to count my in law side, Aunt Pauline.  Its a lonely, depressing place.  I know come this September when we have our family reunion.  Colleen and I will be singled out, you know those "Poor Widow's"  whispers and the the occasional pitiful looks...A Big RASPBERRY to that .  Colleen yet has had endure years of it, like I have, prayerfully she will find someone to become a good friend and fall in love with like I have with you or she may be contented with just spending her days with her family like Aunt Pauline and Doris did.   All I know is being without a loving man is living hell, I don't like it.  I am thankful you were and still in my life, although I wish I could be with you.   I find now that my parents need me as yours did, since my brother decided to bail out on all of us.  He didn't even bother to show up for Colleen, when everyone did.  Mom was really worked up about it.   It hurts dad, I know, mom sees it in him all the time and it burns her up.   You see all of us, including my cousins were all close because we grew up together, so my brother not being there was a slap in the face for all of us.
                           I am sorry I didn't write, it just has been so stressful, either way, I know its not an excuse and I hope and pray your family is doing fine and you are keeping well, not a day goes by that I don't think about you.  It breaks m heart not to see or talk to you face to face.  I know you are very busy and that is ok.  I love you, many hugs and kisses, be careful and safe on your daily journeys ok!

Missing Your Smile Today SCHIZZ

     Was a somber day went to my cousins husbands calling hours today.  Her daughter and step kids were having a difficult time especially her step sons boy.  About twelve, he kept going to his grandpa's casket.   Broke down a little,  seems like things have been changing so much with losing
so many friends and family. Hope and pray you and everyone are doing ok up in Amesbury .  You know I worry about and think about you so much.  Miss you so much,especially your reassuring smile and handsome face.
  Please take care of yourself Stephen, love you so much,Many hugs and kisses.   Got to go to the funeral tomorrow.   Write you when I get home.  Going to need to after all that🌺

Praying You Are Having A Beautiful Night Stephen, I Love You Very Much,All My Hugs And Kisses Always

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Love You Stephen

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For you Stephen, love you

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Very Lovely Music For You SCHIZZ love you

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Wishing You And I Were Together

         Always think of you,hoping you will read this.  Seems so lonely without you here,or without me there.
         Time goes by,days go by just wondering where you are,what you are doing but most importantly how are you are doing and if you and yours are all well.
      If I may stop a moment to say I Love You, would you resent me.  I want to smile just to let you know I still care. Would you smile back.
Thinking of you always, wishing we were together. Is that star out there tonight,may we wish on it together.  Please believe, I am here, as a silent witness to enduring hope.  I just love you Stephen 🌹

Beautiful Day, How Was Yours Mr SCHIZZ?

Hello Stephen hope you had a good day,always worry about how you are everyday.
   The day was nice but felt sleepy most of the time because it was the perfect temperature.   Just a somber feeling to add to it.
    Pray you and everyone are doing fine.   Wish I could see you to get one of your one and only" Feel Better" hugs.  You know I would give you a kiss if I could..I love you so very much,come and see me will ya? If not in person then in my dreams 😊💋

Just Saying I Love You!

  Wanted to tell you I Love You.  Not a good day,my cousin lost her husband unexpectedly this morning at the age of 60. Wasn't prepared for that,so I got worried about you since I haven't heard from you.   Hope and pray you are ok and safe.
I love you Stephen 😒

Just How Precious You Are Stephen

     Thought about this so many times last night as I was trying to fall asleep.   Don't know if I ever told you.
     I pray that you stay around much longer after I leave this life.  I say that in a positive way.    You are such a wonderful man for so many reasons.
     Strength in faith,so many times I wish I could see all the wonderful things you do.  How catching this is for others. 
     Strength in understanding, no matter the circumstances surrounding a problem,pain or misconception or when Its just difficult to access a situation.  Instead of anger or emotional acceptance.   You focus on solving it with compassion.  How this is sorely needed to those who need a loving hand.
    Strength in knowledge through common sense.  You aren't just intellectual but you apply basic fundamentals to every day life,gosh does this old world need that!   Many of lost souls looking for the light of Christ in those like you sweetheart!
     You are a light that I always need and will need for the rest of my life.  I know when things happen in my life that cause me to break down in tears,you seem to anchor my being to a solid foothold of your tender care.  That is something rare and precious.  I love you SCHIZZ and if I never told you all this before, I wanted you to know now😊🌟💋  You are one in a million !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sending A Million Smiles,Hugs And Kisses For Your Dreams

I know it's early once again,been working a lot around the house, starting to pick up on some of my favorite projects.  Doing some floral arrangements.  
Hope and pray all of you are doing well and you are fine.  Haven't heard from you for so long but I still believe your there.
   Love you Stephen, please beg careful and have a good day today!😇💌💋

Just Saying Goodnight Stephen, Love You!

   So tired tonight,thinking about you constantly.   Just wanted to wish you a pleasant nights rest,wanting so much to be in your arms.  Have a great day,love you with everything I am..many hugs and kisses SCHIZZ! 💋💋💋💋💋

For you Stephen, love you!

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Love Is Always Yours Stephen!

    Sorry I didn't write last night and earlier today.  Its been so crazy here.  
     Tonight I was working around the house getting caught up .   I took a shower and I started writing, been worried about you.
       Yesterday, the kids and I met Pats new man.  Seems nice, Pat was acting weird.  In fact, when we went to eat at Der Dutchman. ..while enjoying my salad...I about choked on a piece of lettuce when she leaned over and pinched his rear.  I felt like crawling under the table..,good thing the kids didn't see it,they would been mortified.   Pat actually embarrassed herself and turned red...should have anyway..gosh
    Hope you have had a better weekend so far..Love you SCHIZZ
All my kisses and hugs tonight,sweet dreams sweetheart! 💋💕

For you Stephen!

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Thinking About Your Handsome Face All Day!

Been thinking about you all day long...hope that is ok.   Has been a beautiful day today,some cooler air had filtered in.  That made it nice.
    I wish I was writing more thought provoking.blogs that would stimulate your mind and body but all I can think of is how I miss you,your smile, your eyes,your voice,your walk...all the charms you process .  I just feel dumbfounded, my intellectual creativity has faltered a might.  Wish I was clever as you and have that gift of poetry in my words as you do so,
  I will say I love you so much,just feel lost,empty and numb with love residing deep within myself.  Like a snow covered  cabin tucked in a cold and dark wood with a fire burning inside.
   Hope and pray everyone is doing fine and your are ok💕💋
For you always SCHIZZ, you will remain as handsome as your name Stephen

So Warm,So ....Well You Know

      If it's Antarctic winters ,its The Tropics in the summer.  Explain to me how politicians say they can control this...gee I forget? 
       Here's a refreshing tropical drink,its called a raspberry. .darn it😝
        Anyway, hope everyone in Amesbury ,Ma is keeping cool...gosh you have the nice blue Atlantic ocean right there. I have Alum Creek,Delaware beach and Lake Erie. ..but it's no comparison.
    Forgive if I seem coy when writing this..its the heat..that's my excuse and I a sticking with it.  
      The kids and I are going to Der Dutchman in Plain City Friday to have lunch with Pat and her new bow Kiser.
       Interesting, I got teasing her about how it is that every time she kisses him something happens,first Kiser threw out his back.....Hmmmm, then the second time she broke wind on him (didn't know how else to state that Without being too crude)  Man Alive! Something strange is going on..I heard of being excited BUT that's a bit excessive. ..hope that never happens to us.  Don't want to be in the Genus Book Of World Records, mercy.
    Love you Stephen, hope that makes you grin. .pray you had a good day..All my love,hugs and kisses. ..I wonder if that's too dangerous? 😃💋💖

Too funny

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Hello Thoreau, How Are You!

        Hello Stephen, hope and pray you are doing well and enjoying the beauty of the park this year.   Hard sometimes when the humidity is high,beautiful for the eyes but warm for the body huh?
   I love to go outside when the weather allows me too.  The mosquitoes are so large...darn things,    a person almost has to bath in bug repellent.    Summer is always nice but fall is the best!
    You know why I called you Thoreau I bet..can't help it,I know you love what God has created in nature.
    Hope you had a good day and everything and everyone is doing fine.  Miss you terribly, love you lots!  Many hugs and kisses tonight with sweet dreams SCHIZZ 😊💋👥

Hi SCHIZZ, Hope You Are Staying Cool

  Another warm day headed I tomorrow, hope you are staying cool.  Heard about not having enough votes for the Olympic Games in Boston.   Sorry to hear that
   Mom lost another one of her friends. Maddie, she was ninety.  We went to church with her family at West Berlin. Went to school with her daughter,in fact her dad was best friends with Uncle Frank.  I have to say it,I hate getting older.
     Got to see Aunt Billie,she looks good. Her and mom were picking at each other,Aunt Billie to mom she was a grump and needed to go to bed and wake up again on the RIGHT side of the bed.   Gosh,her and mom sound like my sisters when they are testy.
   Nothing real new here other than the same crud my brother is pulling.  Mom is so upset with him.  Dad keeps waiting for a phone call from him that never comes.
     His wife snuggle puss,told mom she was awful for letting us run around on the farm and visiting our grandparents..she just needs to grow up..just wait when she becomes a mother in law and a grandmother. .ha..karma.
     Love you so much and miss you.  Please just be safe.  All my love Stephen, hugs and kisses,Love and prayers to everyone! 💋😊

Hello And Pleasant Dreams

Thinking of you tonight,hope and pray you have a good day with a wonderful morning to make it nice.  Love you very much. Many hugs and kisses always 💋🌄ℹ❤U Stephen Anthony

Love You Good Sunday Morning!

   Good morning Stephen, early again I know,waiting for my son to get home from closing tonight at work.  I know why my parents use to pace. 
     Feeling better today, My nephews went deep sea fishing off of The Cape..caught about thirty pounds of fish I guess.  They had fun.
     Seen what my daughter did in Band Camp for two weeks.  The freshman class coming in High School had done really well, they sounded real good!
    Pray you and everyone are doing good and surviving all the warm weather.   Always think about you,worry about you and miss you.
     I love you very much..all my love and prayers for you 💋and thoughts and prayers to your family!👏

Hold Your Applause Until I Am Done!

Hi Stephen, sorry I didn't write last night or earlier in the day,I had to rest myself.
  Had a good time with my sisters up at the lake.  We first went to a beach in Astabula co. Ohio,  Walnut Beach,really just a cove type set up, really beautiful.   It was early and the water was rough,so we decided to drive to The Geneva Park and swim at the beach there.   Real nice place.  Boy did I have a time walking on the beach.  The sand was deep and soft.
    Well,you may be wondering why I titled this blog like I did. Now don't laugh,although
My sisters couldn't stop..Started wading into the water,three, four foot waves knocked me down,three times. They were strong!  Now you can clap...lol!
     Hope and pray everything and everyone are doing fine and you are well and safe.  Gotta say it ,hope you had a better couple days!
     Love you very much SCHIZZ.   Your are always on my mind!💋🌸

Long Day Ahead,Have A Wonderful Day!

Hello honey,hope you had a good day.  I know I have been writing early these last few days.
     Have had some busy days with the kids and spending time with my sisters while they have been on vacation.  I have gotten my exercise though.
     I have to get up at five am to get ready to go to the beach up at the lake with my sisters today, that will be a trip and a long day.  Gonna try swimming up there.  It isn't supposed to be real warm today.
    Thinking about you and always miss you.   Pray you are doing fine and safe.
    Hope everyone is ok,
    You have a good night's rest with wonderful dreams.  Sending all my love to you with many hugs and kisses!
     Love you so much Stephen.   You know the expression. "Keep your. Chin up"  well now I am going to say.   "Keep Your SCHIZZ up"  😊   take care and I will write when I get home tonight
Love you💋👙👓
I never liked bikinis, only the one you like and that one above...lol

Have A Good Morning Sweet Man!

Hello Stephen, sorry if I woke you. Had a big day with my sisters.  It was fun. Did a lot of walking.
      Hope and pray you and your family are doing well and safe.
      My nephews ,niece and great nephew are all at the cape this week.
       You have a great day,Hope you are getting some rest, nice temperature tonight for fresh air.  All my love including hugs and kisses complete with smiles.
Love you SCHIZZ, check in later. 😉

Long Day Wanted To Check In

💋Hello my dearest Stephen, pray my SCHIZZ is doing fine,safe and well.
Went over to my folks today. I most definitely have you on my mind,,swore I saw you riding a bike today by Ohio Health.. I know, miss you so much!
   Wanted to check in to tell you I love you and send all my hugs and kisses within the very heart of your sweetest dreams.  Hope you had a nice day. Best wishes to everyone.  Pleasant dreams and I will write you tomorrow.  

Early Morning Hug And Kiss

Just saying I LOVE YOU STEPHEN, Good morning sweetie.   A great big hug and kiss.  Have a blessed Sunday SCHIZZ😊💋

For Stephen Too

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More for you Stephen

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Rainy Afternoon And Evening. .Yet Again

Hi Stephen, hope you have managed to stay dry. Here it's  the same old thing.  Yesterday was so beautiful but today the sun has struggled to come out.
   We are supposed have high temperatures and strong to severe storms all weekend,sounds fun huh.. I thought you might want to know.  I don't know if your daughter still lives here in Ohio.
   Thought I'd give you a heads up.
      Hope and pray everyone is doing fine and you are taking care of yourself.  Nothing new here to report..just wish the national news was better. What is new about that anymore.
      Hope your day was good and things went well.  My daughter finished up her first week of band camp and Jon he has to work the weekend
      Saturday looks about the same either way as it always does..excitingly boring,can't do a thing when it is hot,humid and rainy.  Only stay indoors.
       Here's wishing you a better beautiful Saturday.   I will write tomorrow.   Have a good relaxing night ok sweet SCHIZZ.
All of my love,including hugs and kisses 💋💋
     If we were going out tonight,I'd wear for you👠👗🎀💄😀

Hello Stephen, Hope You Had A Great Day

My phone keeps telling me that it's publishing my last blog..well that's been well over three hours ago, so I will write again what it was about.
      Today was really good. Would you believe I am hand sewing Barbie doll cloths..you can laugh at that if you want.  I wanted to fix some of the dolls up that were Cariannes'.
         It kinda bites because I have invested in porcelain dolls over the years from Franklin Mint..hah,that was a joke.it turns out that was a waste. They are hardly worth a thing.  So I decided just to fix the ones I have porcelain or not,just for artist fun.   I got to start back with my paintings and illustrations.   For Scott's 21st birthday the 25th, I am doing a portrait of old Blue Eyes.  That what he requested.   He likes those older coroners.  My sister is giving him a surprise birthday party.  I know he will appreciate it.
    Actually he's up or going to be in your area with his brother,sister in law and nephew very soon...well in the same state.  The Cape.
      Its sorta funny, after I watched a parody of an old movie about a romance built around a lighthouse and writing you,I had the most wonderful dream.  Hope you don't find it too Silly.
       I dreamt I went to see you and you were a lighthouse keeper.  It was such a pleasant dream...I could see you as plain as day, you were happy to see me as I was with you.  We talked and watched the ships come into the harbor by the light you were sending.  We were just enjoying each other' s company ,nothing raunchy or dirty.  You and I just held onto each other...it was so great..it was one of those dreams that a person has that you never want it to end or better still to be real.  Those are the best!
     It really made my day and when I woke up , the air temperature was right and the sun was out..just was a good day.
      Hope and pray you had the same kind of day and everyone and everything are ok..Hope it brings a smile to your heart...I love you Stephen..I will check on you tomorrow SCHIZZ! 💖💋

Good Morning Stephen

Have a good day today.  Supposed to have severe storms,fun,fun. Hope and pray your weather day is better.  My folks and my sisters are fine.  My daughter starts band camp,my son and I have to get license plates and tags for the Explorer.
Talk to you later today,love you so very much..Have a good one,love,hugs and kisses! 💋

Pleasant Evening To You My Dear Stephen

       Hope your day went well for you and your evening pleasant.
        Saw my neighbor, Marybeth.  Almost lost her.  She was in the hospital two months and rehab for five weeks.  She seems like she is holding up well.
   First good news I had for a while.  She always makes me laugh with her colorful language.   God Bless her,her spirits are so great.
      Thinking about how you are getting along,miss you so,so much.  You always have the ability to change my mood, like I can be so down,see you and I will sing a song a whole week,you are the only man who can do that.  Without you,I just go though the motions of the day.  I know I have written that so many times but upon my life its true.
       I was painting a picture on canvas with oil tonight. Haven't done artwork in oil paint for a while.
  Aunt Billie is going to try to place some of my work on consignment with a lady who frames the portraits that I do for Aunt Billie.   Guess she has a shop or something.   It's something. .huh?
      You have a great nights rest with very sweet dreams. All my hugs,kisses and love. Hi to everyone.  Love you SCHIZZ

A Forgotten Hero, To All Forgotten Heroes

                                        I gave my father a painting for Father's Day of him when he was in the army.  My dad is a Korean war vet.  When I was growing up ,going to school, not much was said about the Korean conflict.  It was only during my senior year in High School that talk about the experiences and history of The Vietnam War started to crop up.   M.A.S.H the popular TV series was the only mention of The Korean War at the time, that even dealt with the subject so close to what my father went through and even that at best was from a medical standpoint. Although some of their story lines took a soldiers point of view.   Many terms were used to describe the war in Korea, "A Police Action" and "The Forgotten War".  Now a days, you hear talk about Vietnam, but hardly anything if any of The Korean War.
                                     In the Army, dad was a Ranger and a Sergeant.  He also worked on tanks.  Got his GED and Mechanical College Training there as well.  My father had little opportunities growing up but took advantage of them while serving his country.  I am proud of my dad and so are so many others who followed and keep following in his foot steps.  It really doesn't take long to bump into someone who knows my dad in Delaware, Ohio.  To my children he has been a dad .  So he isn't a celebrity in the "Hollywood " term or even a nationwide public figure, he's just a hometown hero and hometown friend.  Well maybe a little fame with his music, stretching just into West Virginia on local radio shows and TV programs.    Just a couple days back, he told the kids and I how he and his friends, his adopted sisters Jean and Ellie got their big break by winning a talent contest at The Ohio State Fair out of seventy five participants.
                                    Its like my mom said just a couple days ago "Nobody knows all he has walked, that they should judge him" She surely stands by him with great conviction, very devoted lady.
                                    I know that the last few days I have let out a lot of hurt that my brother and his family have inflicted.  I can't really place any wrong doing on my family's part, seeing all that we have gone through together, and just to be accused of something that simply unfounded, is despicable.   For years its been building, pushing us all away, the "My way or the highway attitude"  We have always shared in our celebrations with them, going around their schedules, changing menus to please them, helping them when they needed help, only ignored,criticized and humiliated as just reward.   Just using this incident as an excuse to ignore us completely for the sake of pride,jealousy and selfishness.  Most people usually enjoy having two parties, especially from people who love them.  It shows them how appreciated they are.  In turn the person should be appreciative.
                                    I think of that word because, I can't think of any other word to describe how I feel about dad's sacrifice.  Not to mention all Veterans, including my late husband.  I think of my great grandpa Charles M Havens who bought the farm, my grandpa William E Havens dropping out of his junior year to help farm the land to feed the family.  How about my grandpa and his father building the barn. Great grandpa, my grandpa and their brothers Raymond, Milton and Brooks Havens working the land.  How about the support from their sister Charlotte when my grandpa died in 1987, the only grandfather we had.  Lastly my mother sharing her inheritance of land so my brother and his family could build a house next to my parents on five acres so they can have the privilege of treating all of us like dirt !
                                 For the few days after my brother showed his true colors, all my sister Vick could say after being hurt was.."He was angry"..Well, " I am angry too, angry that they could act that way, sorry I am not going to say please either, nor am I going to apologize for something my family and I never did ..am I hurt? hurt that we could be accused of being insensitive when they should know better but most of all Hurt, for my family hurting from thoughtless words coming out of idle tounges"
                             We are too blunt?..oh my what a crime, I'd rather have someone blunt and honest with me than someone who goes behind my back and then candy coat their actions. As I recall, Christ used blunt people and they were great people " Peter" and Paul who began as Saul Of Tarsus "   Just to name a few . They were heroes, still are and I am happy to rank among them, Thank you very much.
                        For a man who has unjustly been labeled as a bad influence by my brother and his family, Dad sure has laid a positive foundation for my family, not to mention all those who admire him, love and protect him.  This blog is for all those forgotten heroes, who have been mistreated, unheard, unappreciated and judged for standing up for a cause.  You are loved, appreciated and accepted for who you are.  The bible says that God Loves Us All Through His Son Jesus Christ, who saved us..

           Proud Of My Father, Thank You Dad For Always Being There, by Sally J Wells-Hutchison