Wishing You A Good Day, Today And Everyday!

                                         Getting back to a little normality after these couple of weeks.  Got to be depression creeeping up on me sometimes, all my test showed I am in somewhat good shape.  Walking some but need to do more like I am supposed to.  Got back into AVON, they have been after me to come back and so many have been asking, so here I am AVON lady yet again.  Still doing my Artwork when I can.  Aunt Billie keeps telling me, that none of it will be of vaule until I leave this old world..suppose thats true...for me it will be in my own little corner of it.
                                        Sorry I haven't written for a week, the kids and my neighbor has been keeping me busy.  Marybeth is doing better but I am not sure for how long though, she is a fighter though, still wish her son would spend more time with her, she really needs to be around her.  I call Marybeth my adopted sister, her sister and brother are both gone along with her husband and parents.  It seems like I am the only friend she has sometimes.  I really enjoy the stories she tells.
                                        She is your age SCHIZZ, she pulls pictures out and shares stories about them. She is dying you know but is stubborn and won't let hospice or home health come in, she thinks that if she does it will be the end, so she keeps putting it off.  I just watch to see tha abulance come and take her when she is in so much pain she just can't take it.  I feel really fortunate that I can spend some time with her, it seems like an encoragement.
                                         When I feel up to it, I will have to share with you some of the stories she has told me about her life, its really interesting.  Just feel down still, its like I am flying, doing good but flying low, so if I don't write, you can bet on three reasons, in inportance
                                        1) Something is happening in my family
                                        2)  Feeling discouraged about things, missing you terribly and getting down                                              on myself
                                        3)  Just feeling sick physically
                                         Right now its 1 and 2
      Think about you so much, I just can't keep out of my mind Stephen, just wish I could be there with you in a flash, but I can't..sometimes I feel like I have lost you and I am reaching out to you. How nice it would be if you could just come down here on some kind of vacation, marry me just to get it down, ya know and you could go back to Massachusetts and I can join you when my job is done here.  Watching over my parents and getting the kids through school.  That would be a dream come true and gift that would be the best!
                                   Hope and pray you are ok and all the family is well and doing fine.  Summer sure is closing fast again.
                                 Wanted to write you, say I love you and I never forget about you, please be careful day to day!