Down A Couple Days, Hi Schizz, Love You!

                                                        Ok, so I learned something about myself yesterday and today, I can't do everything on my own.  Hi Schizz, hope and pray you are doing ok and staying well along with everyone there.  Been on that depression roller coaster again, been blue  as you can tell from my last post, miss you so much, sometimes it gets discouraging but I am still here, just been both mentally drained and now physically drained.  Dog-gone it anyway, I want to do so much because the weather had been pretty the last few days, so I thought I'd do some spring cleaning.  So I began with my son's room.  I figured it would be nice just to help him out because he has done so for his sister and I the last few weeks with putting gas in the car.   Now's here's the kicker, I put a full size bed in his room which required me to take out his old bunk bed.  Looked easy enough right?  My older sister Jennie moves furniture around in her house and such all the time, so I should be able too...well when I was younger, it never really bothered me to do all that too.
                                                    The bunk bed was sorta difficult to move by myself, I did however get the top bunk out of the room by myself when my son came home.."Mom what are you doing?" Needless to say he helped me get the rest of it out.  I know you'd probably give me a lecture, I am almost positive seeing now I can hardly walk today because my legs are so stiff and sore...sorry.  I get this from my parents, mom was out the other day removing an old tree stump (Little tree) rotted... but still, she'd be out there trying to do that even if it was a redwood.  I wish I knew why, only to say we ladies are stubborn .
                                                 I am going to try and finish up my artwork today since I hadn't yet being outside landscaping most of the time.  I am sorry Stephen for being so down, its just like I said, I miss you and just want to be part of your life, sharing what you are doing.   I truly miss talking to you and listening to your wonderful stories..they seem to perk me up all the time.  Always miss your smile and the touch of your hand!
                                                 Hope you are behaving better than I have and haven't been pushing yourself.  LOVE YOU SO, SO,VERY MUCH SWEETHEART, please take care of yourself, lve to everybody!  Check in tomorrow.