Friday, October 30, 2015

She'll be back

My sad little red brickhouse firecracker ford

My little Red Brickhouse Firecracker Ford, sad wheels

My poor car

Going to Pro Care to get looked at, they won't be able to check it until Monday

What A Day Yesterday,Hope Your Day Today Is Great , Love You Stephen

Seen my car go to Pro Car Care through AAA.  Miss the old girl, though I haven't driven it for two weeks.  Its funny SCHIZZ,  got to drive "A Man's Truck" as dad calls his Explorer. ..well I drove Jon's Explorer Aka..sponsored by mom Explorer. ..ha..ha.
  I took it yesterday to check on Cari's glasses and contacts, then to Kroger on Houk,  I couldn't stand how dirty the truck was, ran it through the car was.
   Today, my nose was running, head stuffy and was chilling, hate this, was feeling pretty good yesterday,  fiddled around with my planter yesterday waiting for AAA. 
Brought my planter in, my house looks like a flower shop and greenhouse.  Told dad and mom about those avocados, dad told me to fertilize it and see what happens, he's intrigued about what they will do.
   Mom is back doing her puzzles, we lost another family member, my second cousin, Aunt Nell and Uncle Chets daughter Becky.
  Sure hope and pray you are ok and all your family is well.  Always worry about you, miss you so much!  Today is no different,  it will be difficult like it is when I am by myself . Cari has band and Jon has to work.
  I mean it gets worse when I am by myself. Makes me want to be by your side even more.
You have a good day, love you, stay safe!

Thursday, October 29, 2015

Smile Today Stephen

Smile Today SCHIZZ, love you so much

Morning My Darling STEPHEN, Hope You Had A Good Night's Rest

Thinking about you , always wake up with you on my mind.  What a sweet way to greet the morning.
You have a good day, I think you all are supposed to get rain today so please be careful and safe.  Love you so, so much!  Feel better, had an upset stomach last night with a little earache,  no big deal😊
Kisses and hugs for you today. Wish I could brush your hair back right now just to touch you!

Wednesday, October 28, 2015

Hey Stephen, Love You SCHIZZ And

Good Rainy Morning

Good morning loving SCHIZZ, Hope and pray you are doing ok, always wishing you the very best the day has to give through God's blessing.
   Love you so much and thinking about you. Please be careful out about today.  
Rainy today and cold.  I just think about being cuddled up to you during days like today. Feel better this morning.
Love you,many hugs and kisses sweetheart!

Tuesday, October 27, 2015

How true!

Morning Stephen, Love You

Have a good day.  Hope your morning is starting off good. Here's wishing you many happy experiences today. Me, nothing too exciting, been under the weather last few days. The kids bring all sorts of" funk" from school, you know how that goes.  Had chicken noodle soup last night.  Big Mistake. It didn't agree with me.  Been drinking water, that helps.
  Rest and being bundled up is my destination today,  a little depressing.
  Love you very much, please be taking care of yourself, have a great day, you know I am always thinking about you and wishing I could be in your arms. Be careful and Safe SCHIZZ 💋

Monday, October 26, 2015

For You Stephen" SCHIZZ"Anthony, Love You And Miss You So!!!!!!!!!

Like This, Smart, Beautiful Lady,Hope I can get there

Very Early. But Very Much Awake Thinking About You!

Up with the kids for the school.day hussle.   Went to bed last night with you very much on my mind,and got up with you on my mind. This pretty much normal.
   I wish you could feel how much I need you, I say that because it can get unbearable,  I wonder because it's so strong.
   I fantasize how wonderful it would be to come to Amesbury  Massachusetts and see you at your home and what a happyt time it would and will be.  I know I say it hundreds of times. All what is going on here with my brothers crud, leaving my sisters and I helping our parents , it's so bad that when I call sometimes my mom and sisters always ask if I am on speaking terms with them.  Of course I am. They just have been so worried about if they say anything offensive. ...not fair at all.
    I just need to find a good time to see ya, you know when it settles down a little when I won't worry...I know when don't I do that.  I worry about you, you are busy. Timing when you are home is kinda hard, it has to be, you all have packed schedules.  I have two biggest fears.  One is getting up there and you aren't home and two, showing up at the wrong time and upsetting every body.  That can be troublesome.  I always have call before I go out to my folks, just polite,  when I don't,  it messes up their schedule.
   Just have to pick a time to come and spend some time to visit your home town, stay at a hotel or something.
   I can think about how that dream could come true. To savor and marvel your bright smile and eyes and handsome face.  Bathe in you refreshing east coast accent, clothe my trembling body in your arms and wrap myself in the security of your love.
  I always dream, sometimes I cry because,  maybe it's lost, maybe I would come there and you wouldn't want me there, that things and people have changed in your life. If only I could be absolutely sure I wouldn't be walking into a nightmare that would end my world completely .   You would be fine,  your happiness means a lot to me.
   You have a good day,  I love you so many times over.  Even though I can't touch or see you I pray God will always keep you safe, happy,healthy and blessed. You will never know how much you mean to me and how I treasure you.  I always belong to you 💕😊💋

Sunday, October 25, 2015

Hello Stephen, Good And Lovely Sunday To You

  Hope and pray you all are doing well, especially you,  miss you so much.  Spent another lonely Saturday with the dogs.  Jon worked and spent time with his girl. Cari had band contest., came in forth..gosh that is pretty good for playing in a down pour.   She didn't get home until one AM this morning.
    I have to keep the memory of your love, your smile and the way you looked at me burning in my heart to keep me warm and sustain my longing for you when you aren't here.
    Must be a bright flame to keep burning for four years in your absence 😊
  Heard Maureen O Hara died at 95 this morning too. She was one of the best..no doubt about that.
  Wish The Cubs won, that would have stole the year odds, considering the hype around Back To The Future II.  Oh well, guess they have the same luck as The Browns. ..rats
  Wish we were together today to share a nice Sunday afternoon.  Think about that a great deal, sweet, loving and handsome man..ok I like being partial.
You have a good day, love you so much, stay safe and warm, Sir SCHIZZ💏💕💋

Thursday, October 22, 2015

Morning Stephen

Just wanted to wake up and give you a kiss and say I Love You.  You have a good day, will be thinking of you today.   Love and prayers to your family too.
Love you so very much SCHIZZ

Tuesday, October 20, 2015

Good Morning Stephen Smile!

Wanted to wish you a good morning,  love you so much Stephen Anthony SCHIZZ.  Hope and pray you are ok and staying safe and taking care of yourself.  I worry so much.
   Lost another family member unexpectedly,  my second cousin, my great Aunt Nell and Uncle Chets girl. She was only 56. 
   Scares me, like mom said to me last night." You Never Know" Just wanted to say I love you, send you a hug and kiss, wish it was real!
  Please, please take care of yourself and take a rest break when you can to relief some unneeded stress, ok
Love you sweetheart,  always thinking about you!!!

Monday, October 19, 2015

Good Morning Darling Stephen

Have a great day, love you Stephen Anthony SCHIZZ, so glad The Patriots won over the Colts because The Browns Lost😩

Sunday, October 18, 2015

Love You Stephen Sweetheart, Hope You Are Keeping Warm Mi Armoire

Hope I spelled my love.right in French, probably not, but that's what I meant anyway.
  Hope you are keeping warm, wish I was sharing a nice warm fire in the fireplace with you, all cuddled up together.
    Pray everyone is ok, my thoughts and prayers are with them too.
   I know you are getting fist tastes of winter now, just a little cold here. Its in the forties right now.
  Been down feeling these last couple days. I am really not sure why, everything is the same. I know I miss you more now.  It was easier with the kids around because at least I had company, since they are off doing their own things now and I am spending more nig you even more nights  alone, I miss you even more, only you sweet man.   Just want my SCHIZZ.
   Hope you are having a good day, love you so very much!

Thursday, October 15, 2015

Hello Stephen Sweetheart

Sorry it's late again when I am writing, been some week.  I had yard work, errands and sowing all in one day.
   Been sorta stunned. You know I have had issues with the car, brakes, and such.  Something got bent underneath the body by the tire that scrapping the caliber.  Anyway, I was coming home and it started up again until it came to a complete stop at the light at Shanahan Rd and 23.  I got out to look and it had flamed up behind the tire.
   I was talking to mom and told mom, not more than ten minutes after I hung up, dad called back and grounded the car.  He told me the car could have completely caught on fire. 
    That spooked me,   been upset about it.
   So I been letting Jon do the driving with his truck.  I have been house bound.
   Been nursing old Murphy,  you know our dog, remember him.
   I have felt down, tired and amorous.
Amorous thinking about you, I hate telling you like this. Please forgive me.
  I love you Sir Stephen Anthony SCHIZZ, so much with all my heart!

Wednesday, October 14, 2015

Love You So Much Stephen Anthony

Just wanted to tell you, it's late,  I know, but I love you even more today! 😊

Tuesday, October 13, 2015

Love you so much Stephen Anthony SCHIZZ

https://youtu.be/EiFrPL-iYYI

Wishing You A Good Nights Rest With Wonderful Dreams!

Love you so much Stephen,  wish I was with U.  Kinda cute I guess.  Lots of hugs and kisses and plenty of love to fill your heart and soul☺💕💋

Good Morning Stephen

Don't know if you are up yet, if not,when you do,here is a warm and sweet Good Morning ! Kisses and hugs with a bright smile for you to greet the day.
  Love you SCHIZZ, be careful and stay safe. Have a good day.
Love you so very much😉

Monday, October 12, 2015

It's Me Again Stephen

Here's a comforting thought. It's said that when you dream about someone, that's because they are thinking of you.
I like that don't you. It's a beautiful saying!
Love you SCHIZZ,so much!

That's going to be enough..no wonder they never play these songs in a row huh?

https://youtu.be/afSAu5bHs3A
https://youtu.be/SEuKkcX1uKA
https://youtu.be/UhJvgPJvvnQ
https://youtu.be/r-FgKHG5Oes
https://youtu.be/JjuZDzM9gos
https://youtu.be/9yHwzvC-yNM
https://youtu.be/4M8Y18yYodc
https://youtu.be/HpYitoj916w

Whoever posted Rod Steward needs to change their name,just not right

https://youtu.be/wv-34w8kGPM
https://youtu.be/2VaazQfxGso

Attraction

https://youtu.be/HjgTtIY925o

The Start

https://youtu.be/d93XOuKPrAI

Yesterday Was Great., Everyone Happy

Hi again sweetheart,  what a game day.  State, Bengals won, cool.  Browns and Patriots won awesome! !!!!!!!!! 
I wanted to add up some lyrics to tell a story to you,  Stephen,  you and I might need a cold shower..no joke, wait for it Hon.

Hello, Hope Your Day Is Going Good SCHIZZ

Checking in on you, to give a nudge to say Hi, give you a loving cyber hug and kiss to lift your day.  Love you Stephen Anthony,  be safe today okay 😊💄💋💕

Sunday, October 11, 2015

Missing You And Wishing You Night Of Beautiful Dreams for a glorious morning

All I can think of loving you tonight and loving you for always.  Please forgive me for this statement because it's just not the polite thing to rightly say to a gentleman.
   Just understand I love ,care and think of you always Stephen Anthony.   Wherever you are .
   I dreamt of You last night.  It was so nice.  Everyone was happy to see you come back to visit.   You were happy to see me.    That was the most wonderful part, that don't. Happen often as I just don't think I deserve it.
Please take care of yourself, hi to all!🍁🌹💋

Friday, October 9, 2015

Better version, the other is not right, it's running slow

https://youtu.be/iJ90ZqH0PWI

Love you Stephen

https://youtu.be/27MY0eVEois
https://youtu.be/D6G-qb1RRCo
https://youtu.be/Ol5K1dg03y8
https://youtu.be/_EI3bPC4O8U
https://youtu.be/C2q2bis6eLE

Been thinking about Happy Songs for your birthday. .bare with me,love ya

https://youtu.be/JQsg6XXGxXQ

Happy Birthday Stephen, Make It A Beautiful Day!

How I wish I was with you.  Its going to be a long night.  Jon has to work and Cari has band tonight.   You have a great day.   Think of yourself as fifty nine years young,always at heart and please take care of yourselves. Don't do what I would do.  Have a good time lol.
Lots of hugs and kisses SCHIZZ💋🌹👈🎈📦🎶

Wednesday, October 7, 2015

Just Two Days Away, yet again

   I know you probably have folks fighting over you to share your birthday coming up in two days.  I know too that your busy and more than likely too difficult to come down my way.  Me, I have so much going on with my teenagers, sometimes I loss track on what day it is.
   Anyway, here's hoping and praying you can, nothing else it would be the best day ever for me, I would even chalk it up for an early birthday gift for me, just having you show up , but if not, its ok too.  I think sometimes I ask the impossible.
   Praying that everyone and yourself are doing well and keeping safe, bet you all are enjoying the weather when its nice, huh?
    Sure is nice here, the week has been good.  Really enjoyed what Pope Frances had to say at the UN, although I wonder how much will fall on death ears right?  I really thought he made an excellent speech, very direct and too the point.
    Things here are the same with my brother, Pat came down to visit us, she was upset because her lovely daughter and son in law(cough, cough) want her to turn the house over to them while she is still living.  Mom thinks that's because her daughter Kristy and her husband Clayton want to control her.  Pat told me, Kristy expects her to babysit, even after William is in Pre-school.  Kristy also also checks to see how much her mother spends.  Kristy is also trying very hard to break up Pat and her boyfriend Kiser.  Its seems like Pat is holding her ground pretty well.  Dad made the comment that Pat better one eye open when she sleeps.  Thus far Kristy and Clayton are treating her like dirt because because Princess Kristy hasn't got her way yet...I don't know, I made a copy of an agreement securing the kids portion of their dad's inheritance ( Farm Ground) that Pat and Gary wanted them to have.  So  I have to keep my eye on Kristy and that no good poop of a husband of hers to make sure nothing goes foul their.  I really don't trust them.  Yesterday Pat posted that her dog, who Gary picked out before his death, mysteriously got hit and killed on the road.  Clayton and Kristy proclaimed they liked the post.  They had that one dog put to sleep after Gary died (Wally).  So much for saving him.  I hate to feel ill about the both of them, makes me wonder though, especially when Clayton boasts about shotguns and posts pictures on the face book page occasionally with holding one.   Probably nothing but gosh, I just really dislike him.  Kristy is a sneaky one too, known her since she was fourteen, honest she proclaims herself...ha, that's a laugh.
    Enough about that mess, please rake care of yourself, Love you so much and have a good rest of the day.  Many hugs and kisses!

 

Monday, October 5, 2015

Have A Good Day SCHIZZ

Sorry I haven't written for a couple days.  Jon had homecoming, Carianne had spend a good chunk of yesterday at the Library.   Seen Pat yesterday,she is doing pretty good.  What a weekend. Worried about you,love and miss you Stephen,
Have a good day sweetheart 💋💌💓🌹

Thursday, October 1, 2015

For You Stephen, I Love You

https://youtu.be/nl5Uog-MDGo

Hello My SCHIZZ Stephen, Hope You Had A Great Day!

With that Hurricane coming, I bet you and your family are on edge.  Sorry this season is going this way.  Prayerfully it won't be too awful dangerous as some.  You and everyone will be safe is all the kids and I are praying for. 
   You know you are constantly on my mind.
    My older look still prevails,  you know how many people think I am older than my sisters.   A little three year old boy in the store today thought I looked like his grandma.
   That's ok, I didn't mind the little ones comment, it was really cute😊
   Jon had his first kiss.. I am so not ready for this dating stuff with him,so I can appreciate the little tikes comment even more.  Carianne is having a grand old time picking on him.  If he thinks he's in a nightmare with his sister with it all, just wait til his grandpa Wells catches wind of it...I can hear the terrm. "Hot Lips" in the future from dad.
   Jon is being a gentleman, his aunts and I are keeping a close eye on him.
   I got to laugh to myself...I know what you're thinking. .I am still waiting on my first kiss from you💋
    Please be careful,  all of you are in our prayers,
Love you so very much sweetheart ,miss you so much!