Wednesday, September 30, 2015
Hi SCHIZZ, This is one of my favorites..hope you enjoy too,love you sweetheart
Love You Stephen, Always Thinking About You, Wishing You A Great Day!
Rained all day yesterday, how I thought of you all day SCHIZZ and wanted to cuddle close to you. I was blaring Boston on my car radio to shake off the blues.
Hope and pray you and your family are all ok. How I wish everyone a big hug and so much love for you and I to share together.
Have a great day,love and kisses sweetheart 😊💋💋
Tuesday, September 29, 2015
Good Morning Stephen Anthony, SMILE, Love You!
Know it's early but I wanted to wish you a safe and beautiful day. Supposed to rain here in Delaware today. Wishing the sunshine in my heart today.
Love you SCHIZZ,so,so very much!
Hadn't felt very well, very worried about you and miss you so much. Praying everyone is doing fine☺
Saturday, September 26, 2015
One of the most attractive sounding voices bar none,your voice SCHIZZ surpasses even his,to me always
Ok, I have posted this a lot, can't help it..it's Smooth,cool and sexy!
Two Nights By Myself
Hi SCHIZZ, Hope and pray Stephen is doing fine and your family are all ok.
The kids have been out doing their things tonight,leaving me alone with the dogs.
Got thinking about all the love songs I post here and how so many of them are by male singers. Don't get me wrong I have my favorite female singers as well and we all know how romantic classical music . Of course Jazz is romantically sexy...if you want to call it that.
May be its the sound of the male voice that appeals to me or maybe it's the way the song is written that conjures the true feelings of how ladies like me like to hear from gentleman. Or it just is the mixture is all the above.
Whenever I dedicate a song to you Sir Stephen Anthony SCHIZZ, even though the singer is male,I like to think of switching the male singer as if you are singing the song to me and feeling is returned to you with much love. I am going to post some songs that are Cute, Sweet, seductive ,alluring and passionate just for you. Some may be a repeat, if that's ok
Love you so much, all my hugs and kisses tonight sweetheart 💋
Thursday, September 24, 2015
Wednesday, September 23, 2015
Most Beautiful Day
Had to share this with you SCHIZZ.
I was reading" Our Daily Bread" publication like I always do,when I how forgotten how passionate this passage from Song Of Solomon was. Of course like I do everyday,I thought of you especially.
Hope and pray everyone is ok and you are fine and being safe and careful. I am wishing you are having a great and good day. Love you so much,Many hugs and kisses💋💖💕
Song Of Solomon
1:1-4
Let him kiss me with the kisses of his mouth-for your love is more delightful than wine. Pleasing is the fragrance of your perfumes ; your name is like perfume poured out. No wonder the young women love you! Take me away with you-let us hurry! Let the king bring me into his chambers.
We rejoice and delight in you;we will praise your love more than wine.
How right they are to adore you!
Tuesday, September 22, 2015
Monday, September 21, 2015
Friday, September 18, 2015
Thursday, September 17, 2015
Wednesday, September 16, 2015
Nice Night For A Campfire
Just the right temperature for camping out. Wish we could. Just wish SCHIZZ ,you could join me on those lonely nights when the kids are out with their friends.
A perfect campfire would be grand to spend with you.
Hope and pray you had a wonderful day and everyone is doing fine. Always thinking about you and how much I miss and love my Stephen Anthony.
Have a restful night and a beautiful day tomorrow, many hugs and kisses 💋💖
Tuesday, September 15, 2015
Beautiful Day But Feeling Under The Weather
It always happens this way
When I want to go outside to do chores around the house and it's very nice out, I get sick..Really unfair. Stuffy nose and running a temperature. All I want is beverages and crackers today.
Oh well, Hope and pray everyone is having a better day than me..well the week thus far,spent yesterday sick too. The up and down air temperatures make it worse. Hope and pray you are doing ok My Mr Stephen SCHIZZ and taking care of yourself. I remember one doctor who called me. "My gal Sal" boy was that many years ago..how scary is that. Well I am no bodies gal except yours...hope that's a good thing and I hope it gives you a grin or at least a chuckle😊
Take care,be careful and enjoy your day,love ya so very much!
Many hugs and kisses🌺🌻💋
Sunday, September 13, 2015
Hi, Hope Your Sunday Was Beautiful!
Hi, SCHIZZ,Hope and pray you had a good Sunday. Haven't felt to ambitious today but went to the family reunion. Had a good time. Didn't see Aunt Billie or her clan, they were entertaining other people,needless to say, she is in the doghouse with my Aunt Janet..mom is staying neutral.
Gosh, I swore I saw you today, pass by where we live,but I know that couldn't be...Maybe I just want to see you so badly Stephen , I just think I see you. It was a gentleman about your age on a bike or professional biker ,had a Ohio State shirt on...Carianne and I were headed out to the reunion. Jon had to work but came out later.
This man smiled at us...ok so it was you, you were a brave soul to go out on 23 and I am sorry I missed talking to you. If it wasn't you, my heart sure was wishing very hard for it to be so!
Love you so very much,hope everyone and everything is ok,many hugs and kisses😊
Friday, September 11, 2015
All Alone On A Friday Night
Just another Friday night waiting for my kids to get home.
My son from work and picking up my daughter from playing in the band for the football game
Been lonely since five o clock tonight 😳
Thursday, September 10, 2015
The Clydesdale Came To Town
Finally a very pretty and cooler day. Hope you are having a good day at the office or at the park,either one, wishing you a wonderful day!
The Horse Parade is Sunday and this year The Clydesdale Team with wagon along with the Dalmatian dog came into Delaware to be in it yesterday.
This weekend is shaping up to be a busy one. I am sitting here thinking how both my English teachers from High School would have a fit in the way I've written lately. Mr Sweeney and Mrs Cozy would have a fit. .I know it!
Seems like I loose some remembrance of what I've learned over the years. They probably remember everything!
Anyway, my daughter has Band contest Saturday. My son has to work both Saturday and Sunday and my family has their reunion Sunday.
Fall is fast approaching, the leaves are starting to turn and fall off of my Rose Of Sharon. I know your birthday with be here shortly. ..just keep thinking young. I know you're active enough. Wish you could come down for your birthday, go out somewhere to celebrate. .you know so they can sing to you at the table like they do at the restaurant. .be my treat..but don't ask me to sing, I'd be much too nervous.
Have a good evening, think it over.
Love you so much,love to everyone!
Wednesday, September 9, 2015
Please Make Me Smile
So many jokes have been made about the differences between men and women,especially husbands and wives.
Jeff Foxworthy among some of the more popular comedians have really stated his opinion on it. I have two DVDs of the Blue Collar Comedy Tour with not only him, but Ron White, Bill Engval and Larry The Cable Guy.
How men and women interpret things are sometimes vastly different I guess. For these comedians, who are all married, they really state it well in a joking manner.
One of the things I remember was how my late husband Jeff always told me he loved me before leaving the house or when he knew I was upset or sad. It always picked me up, made me smile and stopped the tears. I miss that so much, I did always return the favor,even before he went into a coma, I told him the same. We shared that quite a bit,my son and daughter do the same whenever they head out the door. I do the same for them. Maybe it's because, there isn't anything more inspiring and comforting to a person. For us we mean it wholeheartedly, that's why I say it to you Stephen Anthony SCHIZZ. Only you have to decide for yourself. .but I do love you and when you seem so far away and don't write..it makes the distance even greater and it's very painful ...how three little words mean so much, not only in meaning for some in deed. I know you are very busy,you have shown me time and time again how you love to share your kindness through your words in the interest in what I write and do and it is so appreciated and cherished. I miss you so much, I miss seeing you. Hearing from you,makes such a difference when I am struggling with the obligations of being there for my parents and sisters. It's got me so stressed....I guess, I just want to reach for you.
So gentlemen speaking on behalf of the ladies,all joking aside ,those three words can heal a hurting soul. Do it for each other!
I Love You Stephen!
Tuesday, September 8, 2015
Keeping Busy,Going Down Again
Spent the whole day cleaning the house after I didn't get any of it done this weekend with three teenagers.
Once again I am reminded I am still a widow. And yet again I cried again today. I have been doing quite a lot of that the last few days. I am not teal sure if anyone truly cares about it. My problem, going down yet again emotionally.
So happy for those who have someone, I just feel so lost.
I miss Stephen so.much,haven't heard from him for five months. I keep writing believing he reads what I write and still cares what happens in my life with my kids. When time goes by, especially months. I can't help but wonder if I really matter to him. I hate being such a pain, believing gets so difficult when days go by and I still feel so empty and hurting.
I don't know sometimes if what I say gets through here.
All I know is not hearing from SCHIZZ, Stephen is like I lost the best friend in my life yet again.
If that makes me stupid, I guess I am the dumbest lady in the world.
I love you Stephen Anthony SCHIZZ, for whatever it's worth, I hope you believe it,because it's true
Hope Everyone Had A Wonderful Labor Day!
A very warm weekend but busy, had a great time with the kids and their friends. Went to see my sisters and my folks,they really perked up when all of us were together.
Since my brother don't talk to us girls and our families, my sisters have really started to feel so down like me. My dad bless his heart he really had all of us laughing. Come the eighteenth, he will turn 81,so blessed to have him,since his recovery from prostate cancer.
Always will be thankful for your help SCHIZZ and all the others who helped him.
Hope and pray you are doing well Stephen, and everyone is ok. I know I write it so much but I mean it,I think about all of you all the time almost to the point of tears,that's no joke ,no lie. Wish you would write,even if it's to tell me off or something.
More or less, sometimes I feel like I deserve it for being so annoying.
Please have a good day,think about you everyday, love you,love to all the family! 👏
Saturday, September 5, 2015
Ever Want To Talk, Just Say Hello
Hopefully this finds you safe and sound Stephen. Think about you so much and miss you terribly. You might wonder if I meant it,why don't the kids and I come up or just myself. You know that my parents need all the support along with my sisters since my brother decided to shun all of us. I would come, really would , Thing is that my parents and sisters didn't do what my brother wanted done with me when I first cane down here. Lets just say I think it will take a long time before I will trust him. Just can't believe my own brother would back stab me like that. Its just not me but my sisters and my mom too.
It will be what it is I suppose.
I think about you so much but I hate being a pest. Just easier to keep silent sometimes.
I know In the kind of person that if my foot was run over,it would take a week to say anything. ..strange.
So, if you find time when you can ..please give me a call or text,even if it's a "Hello" or scold me out when I get on your nerves..go ahead, I hate giving this out on a open forum. But I don't know how else to do it..well other than
Six kisses
One wink
Four hugs
Two hand squeezes
Zero frown
Five smiles
One smirk
Three hand waves
Seven more kisses
Four more hugs
Love you SCHIZZ,miss you😊
Friday, September 4, 2015
You Are Right, All Squares Are Not The Same
In art, perspective is used in every form of a complete and actuate work on paper or canvass. It was the first aspect of art we learned.
When I feel blue, I feel like the initial square that is drawn first before connecting the lines back to the vanishing point on the horizon line.
The lines add dept or realism to the square. The final three lines create how long or short the square should be or desired by the artist.
I feel so empty right now, a plain old square,just waiting to be completed.
If it would help, I would beg to the length of my life to you SCHIZZ if it would bring you to me right now,just to feel the security of your arms.
Tonight feels especially lonely, my daughter is playing her Barisax at the football game and my son is at the tailgate party since he didn't work.
I would be in Massachusetts with you,but my parents and sisters need me here. Just feel so torn inside. Love you so very,very much Stephen Anthony SCHIZZ, always want you to know that and how important and special you are to the kids and I. If you don't mind me saying this,please don't forget us. Please always be careful, love to everyone in our prayers! 🌹🌻💕
Thursday, September 3, 2015
Very Warm, Rainy And Stormy
Gosh the first week in September and it's close to ninety. My daughter will march on the field at school tomorrow, it's the artificial turf too which is about ten degrees hotter. Its going to be rough for Olentangys marching band of pride
Same as always with my brother, nothing has changed, doesn't look like it will. Seems like the men in my life have disappeared, except for my dad,Uncles and brother in law.
So down wish I could see you SCHIZZ,don't know where you are at or if things are ok with you or your family. Just don't know when I will cheer up.
Hope and pray you are ok and you and everyone is fine. That your days are going good,love you very, very much!❤