Hopefully you are having a great day. Thinking of you sweetheart. Its really warm here , it's supposed to storm later on. Worn out from all the social gathering yesterday. Had a pretty good time. I dropped Crystal off at her house. Kinda felt upset with my brother,well with my sister in law and her sisters. Same thing as always but it does no good to say anything, so I just gonna give up with it all. Our family has to move the earth and more to attend any event concerning his sons. My nephew graduates from High School June. Its a trip for all of us especially for my parents, I say that because I don't know where it is, my parents don't know where it is, no one except my one sister .
The way it is,it seems like if we all make or not, is no consequence to them. I know when the time comes for these kids to graduate they won't be there,they haven't been there for anything my kids have done with their school since the kids and I came here. They live right next to my folks you know, you think that would make it easier but no, the family problems and trials are never as important as theirs , to ask them, their trials and heartaches are much worse. I told so many things that has happened with my brother to you I know, so I guess, its the same as its always been. I am glad though he helps my folks out with major household needs anyway, that is the most important aspect.
As for me, I am just tired of fighting it,so why bother, see him when I see him, talk to him whenever, just not going to worry about it any longer. In fact the last time I seen or talked to him or his family was Christmas. I guess what hurts is knowing how much my dad has done to make up for the loss of so many nieces and nephews ,fathers when they haven't been there, and since the death of these kids father, his own grand kids. Dad has always set an example and many including Jon and Cari look up to him. You would think my brother would had picked up on it. I just don't know why, he spends time with his other niece and nephews from his wife's side of the family, but not the others. I am blessed to have had my dad here and the times the kids had you here to help them, thank you.
Hope everyone there made all fine and you are safe and taking care of yourself. I love you so very much. Check in later
As for me, I am just tired of fighting it,so why bother, see him when I see him, talk to him whenever, just not going to worry about it any longer. In fact the last time I seen or talked to him or his family was Christmas. I guess what hurts is knowing how much my dad has done to make up for the loss of so many nieces and nephews ,fathers when they haven't been there, and since the death of these kids father, his own grand kids. Dad has always set an example and many including Jon and Cari look up to him. You would think my brother would had picked up on it. I just don't know why, he spends time with his other niece and nephews from his wife's side of the family, but not the others. I am blessed to have had my dad here and the times the kids had you here to help them, thank you.
Hope everyone there made all fine and you are safe and taking care of yourself. I love you so very much. Check in later
Please Always be safe and careful Stephen, all my love to you (hugs and kisses) A generous hello to everyone else!
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