Cool Night,Just Perfect!

Hello My Schizz,hope your Sunday was nice.  Its so much cooler tonighr.  Perfect sleeping weather just would be great to be cuddled close beside you with a comforting fire.   Even though there would be some heat from its source, the best would be from your very being!
          Wishing you a pleasant night sweetheart a restful evening with all my loving embraces and kisses. Mainly a smile to start your day off right.!
Love you dear Stephen, all my best wishes to your family

Wishing You A Beautiful Sunday Morning SCHIZZ, Love Keep You Through The Day!

Morning sweetheart, hope and pray you are doing fine and your sleep is full of beautiful dreams!
    Love you so much Stephen, and thinking of you with much affection, you know that.  You have a good day.  I know it's really early in the morning
   If I was there,I would be cuddled up to your shoulder dreaming on your pillow too.
I will check in later.  Kisses and embraces 💏💕💋

Hello SCHIZZ Sweet,Always Too Sweet, Always So Blessed For That!

It's after eleven and still very warm.   One thing is,too warm to do anything but behave 😊  That's just fine though!
     Hope you are staying cool,bet you get the breeze from the ocean.  
Sometimes when it gets too warm, I think of some pleasantries like an island somewhere with you where the water is so clear turquoise that the sand can be seen through it.  The sky makes an unreachable private  barrier of royal blue.   A cool green oasis of trees provides shade from the bright hot sun.
         Closing my eyes,  I can imagine being close to you huddled together resting in each other's arms, sailing lightly on the breeze brushing past us.
        That maybe what I dream about but the true reality is a dream within itself if I could just touch you wherever you are!
        Praying that you and everyone are all doing good,miss reading your blogs,just miss you and love you so much!  Just take care in all this heat.  Love you Stephen! 💌🌴💟

Happy Thursday SCHIZZ, Hope My Sweetheart Is Doing Fine And The Day Is Good!

      Muggy yet again today but not as warm.  I wish I wasn't so sensitive to it.  Sometimes it is stifling.   Hope and pray you and all your family are all well.
      How is your day going and your time at the park?    Me,can't wait to go swimming this year.   Miss fishing, have for a couple years got to get back with that.  Camping too has alluded me to,haven't done that for many years,can't get any of my family to do that with me.  Seems like that is a thing of the past anymore,not really sure why.
         Its nicer when the air temperature is cooler and not so humid you know,same is true with working outside.   Boy do I miss my roses and lilac bushes.  So far I haven't been able to get them to take at this house.
  Dr. Van Fleet usually is a rose that grows just about anywhere, that hasn't been the case thus far.  I will have to try another start from mom.
   How is your day?  Hopefully it's going good for you,I always pray that everyday it is.
    Still dreaming about you,in a good decent way.  Miss you so much!   Wanted to pop in to day Hi and that I love you,be careful going home,take it easy and don't over do it ok?  Worry about you!  Many kisses and a long hug for the night!  Love you so very much Stephen Anthony 💋💖

Love You SCHIZZ, How Is Your Day Going?

           Thinking about how your day is going, bet it's warm too. Supposed to rain again tonight.  I seen on the weather map,looked like you all in Massachusetts and New England are getting a line of showers.
             I want to apologize for my ranting yesterday.   I haven't felt the best because of the heat and my knee. I just felt bad venting out on you.
              Miss you so much!   Gosh it sometimes like the yearning provokes so many pleasant thoughts of your image!    They are engraved deeply in my minds,especially your shimmering eyes
So piercing, so bright, it beams so clearly its a like I saw you yesterday!   Truly and honestly!!
           So here I am writing you these heartfelt emotions again.
            I can see myself coming to you when you arrive home smileing touching your chest, giving you a kiss.
             It never changes in my mind,it's always the same vision.   I know, I will always be silly that way.
             Hope and pray you are taking it easy,if it is warm. That everyone is fine because I know you care for everyone!   Love you so much,so proud of compassion for others,really I am.   I will check in later Stephen. .really love you so much!!!!!!!!!!😊💋💕

Hi Schizz, Wishing That You Are Having A Great Day!

                                    Hopefully you are having a great day.  Thinking of you sweetheart.  Its really warm here , it's supposed to storm later on.  Worn out from all the social gathering yesterday.   Had a pretty good time. I dropped Crystal off at her house.  Kinda felt upset with my brother,well with my sister in law and her sisters.  Same thing as always but it does no good to say anything, so I just gonna give up with it all.  Our family has to move the earth and more to attend any event concerning his sons.  My nephew graduates from High School June.   Its a trip for all of us especially for my parents, I say that because I don't know where it is, my parents don't know where it is, no one except my one sister .                           

                                     The way it is,it seems like if we all make or not, is no consequence to them.  I know when the time comes for these kids to graduate they won't be there,they haven't been there for anything my kids have done with their school since the kids and I came here.  They live right next to my folks you know, you think that would make it easier but no, the family problems and trials are never as important as theirs , to ask them, their trials and heartaches are much worse.  I told so many things that has happened with my brother to you I know, so I guess, its the same as its always been.  I am glad though he helps my folks out with major household needs anyway, that is the most important aspect.
                                     As for me, I am just tired of fighting it,so why bother, see him when I see him, talk to him whenever, just not going to worry about it any longer.  In fact the last time I seen or talked to him or his family was Christmas.  I guess what hurts is knowing how much my dad has done to make up for the loss of so many nieces and nephews ,fathers when they haven't been there, and since the death of these kids father, his own grand kids.  Dad has always set an example and many including Jon and Cari look up to him.  You would think my brother would had picked up on it.  I just don't know why, he spends time with his other niece and nephews from his wife's side of the family, but not the others.  I am blessed to have had my dad here and the times the kids had you here to help them, thank you.
                                                Hope everyone there made all fine and you are safe and taking care of yourself.   I love you so very much.  Check in later

Please Always be safe and careful Stephen, all my love to you (hugs and kisses) A generous hello to everyone else!

                                   I know I have used this before, but I just like it so much

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Thank You Always

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Beautiful Memorial Weekend, Pray You Are Having A Relaxing Weekend SCHIZZ, Love You!

                                                             Driving down Sandusky Street today passing Oak Grove Cemetery , I noticed all the beautiful American Flags adorning the graves of veterans.  Just remembering all those so loved!  I know SCHIZZ you are among those who take the time to place those flags.  Very honorable work.  I know your dad was a Veteran, I always hope he knew how appreciated he was for his service.  Like my dad, I know you had said he never talked about his time in the military much either.  I know we are all very grateful for them, to all those who serviced like my late husband and all those serving now...so thank you.  Stephen, I remember your stories about you and your friends playing war but what you do as an adult is just as important , you serve here at home. In case I haven't said it before!
                                                         Boy, it was warm today, pretty but warm, hope you had a wonderful day and your weekend has been peaceful as well.  Just had a few errands to run for my daughter and my daughter's friend (Second Daughter).  I think its summer already.
                                                        My blog is kinda broken, I do apologize for that, just feeling wiped out from the heat.
                                                       Please get some rest tonight honey, I love you so very much and send all the love from the depth of my being to you tonight.  I will check in tomorrow, love you!

Wanted To Check On My Schizz, Hope Your Evening Is Good.

                                                      Sorry my blogs haven't been thought provoking lately.You know so much has been going on to be really philosophical on any theme I suppose.  Been more worried about you in the physical realm than anything else.  So I pray you are doing fine and all the family are doing good as well
                                                    Guess every time I think of you, I think of romance, so having said that.  I was thinking about what I wrote for a brief moment yesterday about " Couples Giving Chase" and the appeal of if it in the general sense.  Although I wouldn't mind playing this game with you.
                                                    Maybe its going back to the animal instinct in all of us from the beginning (with a touch of class, naturally) that intrigues me.  I mean being beautifully alluring, funny as it may sound, a man being in a dashing well-kept suit and a lady being in an elegant flowing gown, some people don't even need that much.   Its just the magnetic chemistry that grows between two people across the room, magically everyone else is gone.   I know we have had that between us.
                                                    It has to be the best feeling in the world, being in our "Own Little World", just can't really explain it other than that. Maybe its just the climax of pleasure from the capture!
                                                    I will leave the rest to your imagination and wish you a wonderful night's sleep Stephen!
                                                    Did you get to enjoy the glorious day today?  It was so nice.  I put my plants out that have been inside all winter long, they seem to like it.  Bet you got to hike today ,the girls and I wanted to walk on the dam, but my son had the car and I wasn't feeling the best.  Like how I just jumped from the above subject to this?  Sorry, just had to .
                                                    Wanted to check in and check on you, love you so much hon, I will write you tomorrow!  All my love, so many hugs and kisses tonight and in the morning!

Back On The Computer, Wishing Your Day Is Going Good Schizz, You Know T.G.I.F

                                                                How's The Handsome Dignified Amesbury Man doing Today?  Hope this letter finds you well.  Can't believe I got this computer working today its been either down or my son has been on it.  Boy have I felt terrible these last few days writing to you on my phone.  There for a while I hadn't had my usual monthly deal, so I thought it had stopped..but it came back..oh how fun.  My knee hadn't improved so its been kinda difficult to do things.  Its like being squeezed from the inside, kicked in the leg and hit in the head all at the same time.
                                                                I worked on Aunt Billie's project a little today, feel awful weak .  Yesterday I rested my knee after cleaning my son's room.  A "Dirty Harry" marathon was on AMC all day yesterday.  I never sat down and watched those old Clint Eastwood films.  My mom always hated them when dad would watch them.  I always kinda smirk and chirp out that famous line you know.. "Gotta ask yourself one question..do you feel lucky..well do you... punk" my son was laughing at me, I was exercising as best as I could while watching it.  I noticed Clint Eastwood used that term "Punk" a lot in those films, even old "Hutch" David Soul was in one, probably before starting the series "Starsky and Hutch".  He looked young..played the bad guy in it and got bumped off in the end..that was nice wasn't it?
                                                               Dad and my sister always watch The Memorial Day Marathon Weekend on AMC when they can with all the war films.  Of course "Indy 500" is this weekend too.  I know if its nice out, none of us will be in front of the tube.  My daughter is coming home around ten tonight from Washington DC around 10pm.  Her grandmother Pat is coming to surprise her for her birthday Monday, not sure I am ready for all that.   I would safely say Pat is back to herself now.  Like I said, not ready for that again...HELP!
                                                              Hope and pray that your weekend will be good for you and your family, always think about all of you, you know that.
                                                             I noticed while watching that yesterday "Kohler" had a commercial that was provocative.  This guy was chasing this lady through time to get a kiss or something.  I always liked that thought, I don't know why its so appealing.   Just is..don't ya think?
                                                           I noticed too that the rock group"Boston" is out on tour finally ..I know this is going to be some year..ha-ha...I won't be seeing them, I know, haven't kept up on their newest material, so I know I wouldn't enjoy it plus, can't afford it anyway.  Why did I mention that anyway right?
                                                          Just wanted to pop up and say hello hon and wish you a good day, I know its late but better late than never.  Like I said, miss you, please take care of yourself and just smile when you feel a little down, I know I'm no doctor, but I always feel better when I smile especially thinking about you..love you Stephen, I will check in tomorrow!  A hug right now and a kiss a little later!

                                       Cari's Graduation with Grandma Wells and my sis Jenn

                                               

                                                   

Beauty Is In Your Eyes Schizz,Love You!

Pray your evening is fine,get to see my daughter tomorrow night when she comes home from Washington.   Can't wait.
      I always want to feel that with you.  Miss you so much and wonder when that moment will be.
     Hope and pray you are doing ok and your family are all well. All my best to them and all my love to you.  Just love you so much.  You have a restful evening and a good day tomorrow.   Check in then.  Miss you Stephen! 🌃🎶You are the melody in my heart 💕

You Have Sweet Dreams Tonight Schizz, Love You Very Much!

Hi dear sweet man,sorry I writing to you later tonight.  Been working on a painting for Aunt Billie.  Heard from my daughter, she is having a good time and seeing so much,much more than we kids did,pretty awesome.   She seen a show and a ballgame today on top of the memorials. WOW!
Hope you are doing fine yourself.  I have been using my phone to write you,in case you may be wondering.  I am slow typing here than on my computer and that is really scary😧
Love you Stephen, pray you and your family are all fine.  I know I say it so many times,but I care.
Please have a good day,all my love many times over! 💗😘

Happy Tuesday Schizz,Love Ya

Heard from my youngest, she sent me a picture from Gettysburg, pretty nice.  She didn't call or write, just sent a picture
At least I heard from her.
Hope and pray you are doing fine and enjoying the day.  My son has had my wheels all day but as beautiful as the day has been,I'd been outside until I kinda got light headed which bummed me out,got to do some landscaping anyway.  My knee is the same,depends if over work it.
Thinking about you and if you are having a good day,if its a happy one.  Love you Stephen 💓

Hi Schizz,Hope My Stephen Is Fine!

Got my daughter off to DC this morning at 5:30am.   I don't think the chickens were up yet...lol.  I called dad after I got home because he threatened to call me to see if I would get her there.  He was up. ..haha I beat him to it,he just laughed at me.  I think the older he gets the more ornery he gets.  My son doesn't want to cut his hair,it's prompting many comments from his grandpa Wells.  The main one is the use of clippers on him.
Hope and pray you are doing ok,I am going to keep asking until you reply😊
Love you Stephen so much! Always thinking about you and everyone there,all my love to you alone! !

Rainy ,Muggy Sunday

Hi Stephen,hope and pray you are having a wonderful day.  Got to go shopping with my daughter for her DC trip.  Be so glad when all this running is done.  So Schizz,is your day sunny and rainy too☺. I will write later, love you so much!

Love You Schizz

So worn out today but my daughter had a wonderful 8th grade ceremony, my sister,my mom and grandma Hutchison came.  Hope and pray you and your family are all ok.  Worried about you all the time,if you are staying well! My computer is being impossible, I'm using my phone,so I hope this works.  My knee is the same.  I love you so much Schizz.  All my love,hugs and kisses! 

Sharing With You A Reflection, Praying You Are Doing Fine SCHIZZ,On This Beautiful Wednesday Afternoon And Evening, Love You So Much!

                                                              Hope you are having a good day sweetheart and you enjoyed the rest of the day with the beautiful sunlight.  My daughter Dr. appointment went well and just like everyone figured, it was a shin splint, but to make certain, they took x-rays.  Ice, wrap and rest and I will know Friday if its indeed a shin splint or stress fracture.
                                                             Been doing my usual landscaping and re-arranging / spring cleaning inside, same old, same old
                                                            More importantly, I wanted to honor your dad's memory, I know today is his birthday and I am thinking about you and all your family.  Can't help but think of those days I know.  Dates like these will always have a special place in your heart!     You'll have to watch a ballgame in remembrance of him, I know The Cleveland Indians and St Louis Cardinals were playing.
                                                          I was sure busy tonight, boy running my daughter back and forth, she had a track banquet at school tonight and my son had to work.  So it was back in the drivers seat for me, my son gets so frustrated with it..can't help it..my car anyway..ha-ha.  All three of Olentangy High Schools were ranked number one in the nation, by News and World Report, New York Times, couldn't believe that, I had to read it several times!  WOW!
                                                          Soaking those aching bones tonight, I was thinking about how your voice always started my heart racing, just thinking about it or even mentioning it does it too, I probably have said it a hundred times but I do mean it!
                                                          Sure pray that no one you knew was on that Amtrak Train, even so my prayers go out to everybody effected!
                                                          You have a good night's rest, I love you so much Stephen all my embraces, tender kisses and sweet love are all yours tonight and in the morning!

Good Tuesday Morning Schizz, Wondering How You Are Doing?

                                                                        Hope and pray you are having a good day.  Its cooler today, this is the perfect temperature to get things done outside!  All yesterday, it rained and stormed, had to take the car in to get a new passenger side tire on the front. Dad looked at the car and had Jon run it up and down the driveway a bit so he could listen to it Sunday, like he said before, it needs brake pads, router and caliber but mainly a new tire. It was getting close to having a blow out and I didn't want my son to be driving it when it would decide to do so, so that was what I did yesterday.                                                      
                                                                       Mom really thought my hair was pretty with the perm in it, I just have to get used to it, it almost reminds me of the hairstyle I had when I graduated from High School when mom took me in to get my hair done for the ceremonies. My sister, told me to put some ice on my knee to see if it would help, it hasn't, don't  know why its swollen, I go in to see Jackie June 11th, see what she thinks.  My daughter goes in tomorrow to see about her shin.
                                                                       I heard today was Yogi Berra (I don't no if its spelled that way or not, but as a purest of baseball it would be Beara, I believe).  Today is his 90th birthday, so nice!
                                                                       Like to hear news like that, all this "Deflate Gate" is really starting to get annoying to me, three questions keep popping into my mind.  1) With all the trouble in our Nation, is this really important?     2) Do you think Tom Brady committed a horrific act and needs to be blasted over the media when our political officials do far worse and get away with it ? and 3rd and finally, The Patriots are Superbowl Champions, many times over, wonderful staff, honestly, wouldn't they have won anyway?..good team, good quarterback  what were the odds anyway..really?  Why don't they just leave Brady alone.  That's all I am going to say about that,  So Happy Birthday to a very nice man,Baseball Legend and Would War II Vet "Yogi".
                                                                      I am done venting, sorry Stephen about that, hope you are doing good and you are still there, always thinking about you!  Never is the same without you SCHIZZ, can you tell I am missing you too!  My one and only man, One and only SCHIZZ too!  I heard about the fire in Boston, pray everyone is safe!
                                                                     You have a great day sweet wonderful man, please take care going home or whatever you are doing today that might be challenging.  Love you so much, all my hugs and kisses all day long!

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                                        Love you so, so very much SCHIZZ, Have a good day today!
                                                                     

Beautiful Blessed Day, Love You So Much SCHIZZ!

                                                        Hope you are doing good today, wanted to write to you and tell you How Much I Love Ya !  Thinking about you always, you know I do!  Wanted to also wish your sisters and sister-in-laws, nieces and anybody I left out a "Happy Mother's Day!" My love and prayers to all!   The kids and I are heading over to my folks, it will just be us, my sisters, mom, my nephew and my dad.  It will be a good day, pretty sure of that.  Hope it doesn't rain on anyone today.  Love you so much, all my hugs and kisses Sweetheart, check in tomorrow, if not before!

Good Saturday Morning To You SCHIZZ, Love You So Much!

                                                               Morning sweetheart, hope and pray you are having a good one.   I know I am a day later in writing, the car has been giving my son problems..funny, it runs fine for me.  I talked to dad and mom yesterday about it and was joking with them..I was teasing by saying "Well it was running fine for me, Jon always breaks it" my son just gave me a grin.  It was so cute, I told dad that Jon wants to learn how to fix cars and such, dad just chuckled.  So he and my son were talking about how to fix the calibers on the passenger side brake yesterday.  My son did just like dad instructed.  This morning when I had to drop my daughter off for band contest, I pumped the break and it seemed like it "Tightened" them..I don't know the correct term for it, it just felt that way when I was pushing down on the brake several times in a row.  I say this like the car is human or something but I think it understands how I think..OMG..oh is that scary!!  Both of us are old ladies..lol!
                                                              You know what is really weird, I was going in to get my hair done and on the radio they played "Whoever Is In New England"by Reba McEntire and "Big Iron" by Marty Robbins.   "What was that?" almost like you were coming in on the airwaves saying "Hello, remember me!"    I know your dad liked Marty Robbins, that song was written about his grandpa who was a Texas Ranger.   I always surf the channels in the car (You know me) I had always grumbled about how they needed a classic country station because they have numerous classic rock stations.  I have all those Classic stations and Classical Music stations programed in the car radio.  I did have to leave some for the kids, even though they like some of the music I do, my son likes Country and my daughter likes the new pop music.   I love any classic music stations, country music too, because I grew up with it through dad and mom, although mom leaned towards, Bing Crosby, Connie Francis, Patti Page and such.
                                                             I never thought I would turn into one of those adults that stick to the "Golden Oldies" but I did.  I really don't enjoy any modern music, including new country..really anything that is new would be on The Classical or Jazz stations.
                                                            I did get a perm in my hair, Diane trimmed it up and put one in, she's really quick.  I hadn't had one put in for almost twenty years.  I have tried to do it myself that one time but failed with it.  This one that Diane put in took real well, its curly even though its a "Body Perm" same one mom gets, the reg perm she said would be too curly.  I have to get used to it again, but its nice and nice to have curl back in my hair, so much can be done with it now.  Believe me, you are the only man I really want to like it and enjoy it, none other, so until you and I are together, I just have to enjoy it myself.
                                                            I seen where you all are getting the warm temperatures too, so I hope you aren't super-sensitive with the humidity like me, if you are, please be careful if you need to work outside.  Its been really beautiful here, but warm too.  I am sure when another cold front comes in like its supposed to in a couple days, we all will get strong storms.  Love you so much Stephen and praying you and everybody are doing well.  I will write before the kids and I head over to mom and dad's tomorrow.  You have a great and safe day, stay cool and comfy, many hugs and my kisses the who day long! 
                                 

                       

Morning SCHIZZ, Wanted To Wish You A Great Day, Love You!

                                                                       Another warm day today,we are supposed to be in the eighties, yesterday was warm too, about 86.  Feels like summer with the humidity.  Hope and pray you and the family are all doing well.  I got my meds, so don't fret.  I transplanted and planted seeds and houseplants yesterday and ran the kids back in forth.  Friday is my daughter's last day of track, this year has really gone by quick.  My daughter's eighth grade graduation is the 15th, last day of school for my son is the seventeenth...got to get after him to get everything turned in to pull his grades up..again...seems like its been that way all school year.    Don't understand why he does that.
                                                                     Going in at 1pm to get my hair done.  I have noticed since I gave soda completely up and drinking more water, my hair is a WHOLE lot healthier.  Why does it take so long to sink in right?  Always drink my ice tea, unsweetened, now I will drink hot tea like that, never did that before. I heard tea is good for your teeth.
                                                                      Everything is going fine with me, pray it is for you too.  Some days I miss you so much, its like this, I miss you all the time but some days are worse than others.  When I am driving, songs will come on the radio that will provoke a loving thought of you, so you can tell always carry you proudly and lovingly in my heart Stephen! Put a smile on that handsome face and have a good day!   I love you so very much, be careful and safe going home and have a glorious evening, many hugs and kisses today!

Have A Wonderful Day SCHIZZ, Love You, Will Be Thinking Of You Today And Everyday!

                                                             As you head out the door today, I will be thinking about you and praying that you have a good day.  Love you very much Stephen, please always remember that especially if the day gets stressful!   I hope I can be your smile today!  I will check in later sweetheart!

Pretty Day Isn't Schizz, Hope You Are Having A Good Day Dear, Love You!

                                                               Been Raining off and on all day with a few peaks of sunshine, still working on my outdoor projects Mary gave me a wicker patio set that needs some repair, not bad at all, mainly little things.  She didn't want them anymore and was going to just toss it because she didn't have the room for it anymore.  Other than some cosmetic issues, the frames and alot of the wicker is in real good shape.  So I have been working on it.  Feel a little yucky today, got to get my refills for my meds picked up when I go get my daughter from track practice.  She is doing better, placed forth overall in long jump against Buckeye Valley and Delaware Christian.  My son is working tonight and won't be happy because I have to take the car from him again..he hates that..ha-ha,  think my little Ford is growing on him, even though it isn't a truck.  I have to borrow the car again Thursday because I am going to have my hair done for Mother's Day.  Got sick of looking at it and wanted to have some curl back in it..so I am going to get a perm from the same lady that does my sisters and mom's hair.
                                                             Pray that you and the family are doing well and enjoying the weather.  If I know you, you are probably walking to and from work everyday when you can being that it has warmed up..I know you do walk(hike) when you all get a chance...too beautiful not too huh?    Not sure really what the kids and I are doing this weekend..only for sure we will be over at my folks.  My son buried my lawn mover in the shed, he's going to have to get it out..I need to mow my lawn before jungle animals move in..lol or the little dogs get lost out there..old Murphy doesn't care, although he does think he's a pup.   My Cat T is Nineteen this month and still going strong..she still has her moments though.
                                                             Miss you so much Stephen, so I like to tell you during the day that "I Love You So Very Much!!!!" Always wish your days are good and happy ones..please be careful going home or doing extra things around the house..ok.  Many kisses and hugs this evening and for the morning..check in later!

                                                    

Pray You Are Having A Beautiful Weekend Too SCHIZZ!

                                                                Hi Stephen, hope you have been enjoying the weather this weekend, you guys usually have about the same weather in Massachusetts as we do here in Ohio, boy I pray you did anyway.  It has been so nice, I opened almost all my windows and did the rest of my spring cleaning.  Just need to do the windows, power wash or something similar to the house, paint the steps and the new gates I put up and landscape...I think that's it anyway..lol.  Would you believe I still haven't finished up my one art piece, been so nice outside I hate to stay in. Really I should make a place out on the back steps to set up an easel.  Need to create shade though for it, I burn too easily.
                                                               Mary told me wrong about having cancer, its the disease drinkers get when the liver starts to fail, I wonder if she didn't get peritonitis as well, because her pancreas is failing too..is that right? somehow I am thinking they are related, I know, leave it to the experts .  At any rate she did get a staff infection.   I was helping her by taking her up to get her tags for her car, when I took her home, her neighbor came over and was taking to her about her drinking problem.  I guess he has started his own AA meetings and has been clean for ten years.  He proceeded to tell her that she may be able to extend her life, if she would give up drinking and offered to take her to the meetings.  He, his wife and son (15) help her out, which is very comforting too.
                                                            I pray she goes...at least tries, I know its easier said than done.  I remember how Aunt Bonnie dealt with her last days with cancer by still smoking and how frustrated you got with her because of it, I know, I have never understood "Why" either, just seems so careless.    When I listen to Mary talk, she grumbles about people when they do that.  One evening she called me and just talked about how she was ready to go, then back-peddled a little and told me how scared she was and didn't want to give up.   There is a part of her that is fighting really hard, I just pray she sticks with that part, you know.
                                                           On another topic, I seen a post that Julie had on her Facebook about "The Green Monster"  set up in New York City and they "YouTube" people's reaction to it. It was kinda funny.
                                                          It's on days like this I miss you the most, just too pretty not to share with someone special like you!   If I could I'd give you a hug and kiss right now walking on a path in the woods or just sitting together on your porch.  You have a wonderful evening and lovely morning sweetheart, love you so very much, I'll write you tomorrow, sorry it took a couple days to write , I hate it when I loose track of time, I always miss you terribly!!! My daughter and I are going to watch my son at his band concert tonight at the High School.  My daughter has had to sit out of track because of her shin splints ...that has had her bummed, but she is excited about her Washington Trip and New York, so I think that helps it a bit...Love you so very much Steve!

                                                   I just like this, hope you enjoy it too!

Hi Schizz, Hope You Are Having A Good And Beautiful Day !

                                                             Real lovely here , sun is shining and its warm, sure hope its like that in Massachusetts.  I guess my Niece by marriage, Julie is going to see her family at The Cape with Randy, Brendan and Scott this summer...boy she's in for a long drive with that group of ornery guys. My sisters and I were teasing her about that at Easter.   Hope you are enjoying the weather at the park and around home there.
                                                            Feeling better today, I have to wear a knee brace because my knee is swollen for some reason, anyway got to see Mary my neighbor, who has cancer, she seemed hopeful.  I have to take her to the BMV today to renew her tags, I guess they expired while she has been in the Hospital (St. Ann's)  She has lost a whole lot of weight, Mary talked about Hospice coming in to care for her , her last month.  I knew she was going to tell me that, that is how it always goes.  I know its a program that means well, offers compassion, just seems like its a sad thing too. She told me her son is dealing with it the best he can and has been there for her these past weeks,so that is good.
                                                           Looks like its going to be a pretty weekend too, wish I could spend it hiking with you.  Love this time of year when all the flowering trees and wildflowers start coming out.  The air is just right and all the bugs aren't quite out yet either so its more enjoyable.  I noticed as unusual as it is its" National Naked Gardening Month"  right? like that is going to happen...I need to tell dad that, I am sure he'd have some comment to make...all I know its something I am NOT celebrating.  I just like to know who thinks these things up anyway?  I will just stick with my gardening tools, shoes, gloves,britches, blouse and hat, if I need one...thank you, only thing that will be naked on me is my hair on top of my head.  Good thing they didn't pick summertime for this..especially around Ohio, the mosquitoes would have a banquet!
                                                          Still think you're cute in your hiking gear, the hat in particular!  You have a nice day, I will be thinking about you like I always do, love you so very much Stephen, just be careful, check in tomorrow!

                             Or I just want to be there close to you..either way it would be Good!